Kenduri Cukur Jambul n Akikah

As i promised..here is the photos of baby mia's kenduri cukur jambul n akikah held on 2/Aug..
Much i can said is that it was such a bless kenduri..Baby Mia sleep like an angel the whole ceremony..i think she didnt even know what was goin on dat day..hahaha..

Enjoy the piccas ok peep..

My pumping session Jurnal

Nyehnyeh..sounds so professional pulak kan siap ada jurnal ni..heheh..
But because ada yang dah tanya..
so let me share u the secret of me having the 100 packet of 4oz frozen ebm by 2month of my confinement period.
(kan ke lagi best dapat tulis cenggini.."so let me share u the secret of me having 1 million dollar by the age of 28..heheheh..but the proudness is still the same la having 100 packet of ebm compare with 1 million dollar..hahaha)

As i mentioned in previous post..iam not the kind of "meriah susu" mommy..
I start to bf since baby Mia is one day old..meaning the first food she took is my milk..wink wink..
shes so clever..first trial je dah success to suck my booby..

On the second day, both of us went back to my hometown..and baby Mia start to show her taring on that nite..dia nangis..dia nangis n nangis for the whole nite..me,en.laling and my mom take turn to take care of her..the non stop cry makes me wanna run away from her..i hope shes still in my tummy..(nasib baik tak meroyan)..i try to bf her all night but shes kind of tak puas..

The next day, baby mia still cannot sleep..still crying like mad..i dont know what else can i do..my mom and my day ask me to give her formula..but i still refused coz i know baby at that age oni need one spoon of milk to feed her.takkan la my bm tak sampai one spoon..i asked en laling to bring Mia to An Nur..mb sumtin went wrong ..so en.laling,my mom,me and mia went back to my home in bangi.when we reached home,i try to pump my milk,but notin comes out..and i started to realized that Mia's face was so dry..mb my mom was right..i dont have any milk..i dont want my baby to dehydrate bcoz of my stubborness of giving her the formula..

So..i finally agreed to feed her the formula yang sangat mahal..one small tin is about RM50 (forgot already whats brand that daddy bought dat day)..with a super heavy heavy heart i prepare 2oz of formula for her..and she sleep like a baby after that..mb my moms was right..she was hungry for 2 days..no wonder menangis tak berhenti..i pumped my boobs every 2hours to stimulate it..first pump until 4th pump no milk come out ..never give up never surrender..

i bf her everytime she woke up..and still she need another 2oz of formula on dat day..on the midnite i pumped for the fifth time ,and guess what i produced the milk already..yeahhhhh..not much pun..not even 0.5oz..i pumped n pumped every 2hours that nite..and manage to collect total amount of 1.5oz for 3 pumping session.siket gila kan

Alhamdulillah on the fourth day my milk start to flow..i stop to give her formula eventho my parents asyik berleter nak bancuhkan susu for her..i never give up to bf her and it seems work on me..my mom ask me to finish kan the one tin formula tu pun i reject...walaupun membazir rm50, biarlah..as long as i know my darlin mia having the goodness of the breast milk.

so for the new mother dont give up to bf ur baby eventho u think ur not producing any milk..stimulate the boobs by pumping and direct bf..insyaallah "milk will come softly"..ekekek..
so during my confinement period, my pumping schedule is as below (i start pumped for ebm storage at 2weeks old Mia.

6.30am 4oz
12.00pm 2oz
7.00pm 2oz
12.00am 3oz

i manage to colleact around 11-12oz perday and will use 2oz for Mia's bottle training.
so my frozen ebm will be 2-3 pack of 4oz..so thats how i did to collect the 100pack of ebm during my confinement period..4pumpping session daily with no ngelat ngelat..rajin kan..but i do enjoy my pumpping time..tgk susu flow into the bottle macam tgk duit jatuh dari langit..

and now bila dah start kerja..my pumping schedule change as below
6.30am 5oz
10.00am 5oz
2.00pm 4oz
5.00pm 4oz
12.00am 40z

Around 22oz perday..
Full day at nurserry Mia need around 6x2.5oz = 15oz..
so i still have 2 pack of 4oz to store as a frozen ebm..
if hantar half day , Mia need 3x2.5oz=7.5oz
balance 3-4pack of 4oz for storage..

im not yet expert pun..still in learning process..but i do hope i can maintain my productivity until my darlin mia turns two yo..

To all mothers who already give up on bm..dont worry,i dont judge you on that pun..i do believe that all mothers want the best for her baby..if nak bagi formula pun mesti kita nk bagi the best formula for her..yang paling mahal pun takpe..klu nk ckp minum susu lembu nti anak tak pandai..hellloooo i dulu minum susu lembu taw..pandai sampai masuk university jd engineer juga..if ada yg ckp baby yang tak minum susu ibu tak sayang mak dia(bonding)..meh sini i nak nak ketuk kepala anak yg tak sayang kat mak..so dont u worry babe..

100th celebration

hehe..buat gempak je kan title post ni..
100 of what?..
its not a 100day yet.
but its a celebration of 100 pack of frozen ebm for baby mia..
clap clap clap..i am a proud supermom who produced this100 x 4oz of milk.

Iam not a super heavy duty mommy who can produce 8oz per time..
iam just a regular pumping mom which sometime can collect as min 2oz and as max 6oz per pumping..
i start to collect this ebm since baby mia is two weeks old.
as i said..its not much..but sikit2 lama jadi bukit kan..

i will not give baby mia this frozen ebm until shes turn to 3mos..
understood kan frozen ebm is lack of immunization..(but its still much better than formula)
so for now she will have my fresh ebm only at nursery..hopefully i can produce enuff fresh ebm for her..

i do have a jurnal of this ebm at home..which include date in..date out n expired date of the ebm..
the earliest date for this ebm will be expired by 28/aug..
thats mean i may have to dispose it if i manage to supply fresh ebm for her..its such a waste kan..but once again i will give the bestest for my darlin mia.

oh ye..yesterday we had majliscukur n akikah for baby mia..thanks god it such a bless,,
i will update about it in later post ok..
but for now i am a proud mommy of 100 pack of frozen ebm..
if sumtin bad happen to me..baby mia will have the goodness of mommy's milk for the whole one month..
nyeh..nyeh..

60 Days

Its been 60 days already since i gave birth to my lil tiny tot baby Mia.60 wonderful days of me being a supermom..it started with such a hectic life for me to deal..and i can say it still hectic right now..iam still adapting myself to this new motherhood life..

Last Friday i sent baby Mia to nursery with such a heavy heart.and as expected i cried like a baby..she look at me with a sad face..mb she was begging me not to leave her all alone that day.but mommy had no choice mia darlin..i would give everything in this world just to be with her...i send her on 9am..and pick her up at 1pm..hahah..dats the most longest 4hours that i ever had..the longest separation of me and my mia darlin..to think back..i've been together with her for almost 1year already.10month shes in my tummy + 2 month of confinement period.

Today i send her again at 9am and pick her up at 12.30pm..uwaaaa...i keep thinking about her..my boobs hurt whenava her feeding time..konon nak tunggu until 1pm..but 30min rasa macam 30 hours..i miss her so much during that 3 hours.

Tomorrow i will start working..thats mean i have to leave her from 8am-6pm..how to deal tah la..i try to get back on lunch time to feed her...i will do everything just to be with her..

Now i uunderstand why my mom is alwiz worried about me..dah besar ..dah kawin..dah ada anak pun she still lidat..its totally not the same during cintan2 time with out sweet heart dulu..dulu konon cakap i cant live without you la..i miss u la..i care for u la..i love u..(i still do en.laling..dont worry..heheh)
but when u have ur own baby...its 100000000000000000000000000000x the feelings tuh toward her..

Lucky me who change my engineer status to a lecturer now..i cant imagine if i still work in Sony. I will work until night with en.laling..baby mia will oni see her mommy daddy the latest 9pm everyday..kesian kan..
now im a lecturer..so i do have a lot of time for her..i can go back to feed her during lunch time..i can go to work on 11am if i dont have mornig class..and i can go back on 1pm if i dont have evening class..good huh..
and im so thankful for that

Tak sampai hati..Tak kuat semangat

hehehe..penat je nangis2 mlm tadi..
cancel hantar baby mia ke nursery harini
sebabnya..dia cute sgt pakai seluar kalerful..rainbow pants..
hahahah..pastu pakai pula rompers "I am Mommy dreams come true" ..ada sunshine lagi..
so tak sampai hati nak hantar..hahah
tomorrow la k

cute sgt baju dia sampai mommy tak sampai hati to let her go..

oklah sok mommy pakaikan dia comot2..

heheheh..

kuatkan hati ku ya allah..

Mommy love you to bit

I will start working on next Tuesday(28/July). Thats mean baby mia will be in nursery with all the strangers soon..so we decide to send her over tomorrow..kena practice la dulu..

But tonight mia mcm fhm2 je that she will be stay in nurserry without mommy tomorrow..she wont sleep at her crib..letak je nangis..mommy dah pangku since 8pm tadi..and up untill now 11pm she still at mommy's lap...

sedih ok ..to leave her with all the stranger who doesnt even know how to stop her cry..how to sing for her to sleep..(here come the tears)..but i dont have any choice..if i didnt start to train her tomorrow..then bila lagi..
only god know how much i love her..

i pray..i pray hard for all the nursery peeps will take care of my baby...its not necessery for them to love her as much as i do..but its good enough for them to be able to feed her well(jgn biar baby tersedak),to make her sleep..and to stop her cry..(tears..tears.)

Will baby mia miss her mommy tomorrow (i know i do)..
sedihla kan..tell me mommies,where all of u get the strength to leave ur child with the stranger??

oklah,takmoo citer sedih2..lets talk about daddy 28th celebration on the19/july..just the three of us celebrate daddy befday..

nyumnyum cupcakes from shidalan to add the merrier..hehehe..
Daddy n Mommy love u to bit ..

'Happy Befday dear daddy"..hope lucky 28 this year bring us happiness..big money and good health..

mommy and mia loves you su much..muahsssss..

Dress for the Princess

Baby Mia's cukur jambul and akikah will be held at my parents house at Kuala Pilah N9 2/August. So jemput semua ye..
I dont want to botakkan her hair pun..but my hubby's family insist us to do so..urgghhh..its my baby kan.so suka hati la nak botak or tak..most prob botak lepas raya..rambut dia nak pakai raya juga.

Oh ye i already bought her dress for that event.cute tak?chumil kan..
mommy will bankrupt soon if continously shopping baby dress like this..seriously i really cant help myself la..even my dress for back to work next two week pun i tak pk dah..pakai je apa yang ada nanti.

daddy bising dah..mommy ckp baju baby for raya..heheh..tapi nanti raya nak dekat kita shopping kaw2 for baby mia kan..

daddy went to watch Manchester training session today.tomorrow pergi tgk match Man u vs Malaysia pula.
left mommy and baby alone kan..boring betul..but daddy already promise to bring mommy and baby mia to mid valley on sunday..huhu..baby mia second outing ..

first outing last week sunday to alamanda.alhamdullilah shes being a really good girl.except that mommy too shy to bf her in public..i brougt 3oz of ebm dat day to feed her,but after 1hour je dah finish.so nak taknak terpaklah we all masuk A&w..daddy bought himself float (seriously its damn tempting wei dat float..but mommy being a good girl not to drink la.)..mommy faced the wall and start to bf baby mia..hahahha

midvalley tgh sale mothercare..lets jom shopping baju for baby mia daddy (sambil blink2 mata buat muka kesian kat daddy)