Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Tambah lagi

Harini kena jaga exam from 8.30am to 10.30 am.
kebuhsanan sungguh ok..

Boring punya boring..saya borak dengan lecturer senior ni.
She is 40 years old..ada 15 years old son already.
Bagus kan..muda lagi tapi anak dah besar.
By the time saya 40 nanti Mia will be 12 years old.

Kakak ni pun baru balik haji last year.seronok dengar cerita dia.
Dia pesan, buat lah anak muda2 ni.Nanti dah baya2 dia dah tak larat dah nak jaga anak kecik2.
Betul juga kan.
This september i will turn 30.
Dah tua dah..dah kena say bye bye bye to number 2.
Kenalah beranak cepat2 sket.
So by next year boleh bersalin...

I hope by the time saya umor 40..no more changing diapers dah masa tu.
No more dukung2 dah..
No more suap2 makan dah..
Nak relax relax je pergi shopping.ekekek.
Kalau di izinkan Allah and ada rezeki terlebih boleh tunaikan Haji as early 40 years old.
Aminnn...

Tapi mampu ke ada anak 2 or 3 now?
Money?
Kudrat?
Time?

Mampu kah saya membahagi2 kan kasing sayang towards 3 of them ..skang pun rasa macam sayang gila dengan Mia sorang..macam mana kalau ada adik dia nanti?
adakah saya akan sayang Mia lebih dari adik or sebaliknya?
Orang cakap..dah nama anak..so sayang nya pun sama.

Kalau boleh saya mahu sorang lagi..
and kalau boleh nak boy..
Tapi kalau dapat girl pun takpe..
comel je ada girls dua orang..
Just untuk penutup saya mahu boy.

Umur dah semakin lanjut..so kena fikir untuk tambah sorang lagi.
Gila wei..tahun ni i will turn to 30..
30 babe..
dulu masa nak masuk 20 tahun bukan punya happy lagi.
Apsal bila nak masuk 30 ni rasa macam dah tua?
and another 10 more years umor panjang..angka 4 pun muncul..

Monday, June 13, 2011

Satu minggu sudah

Its been a week, i end my BF journey.Mia pun ok dah..alhamdulillah takde demam or whatsnot..
For me..during early 3 days je i expressed the milk..then after that susu terus kering kontang..so takde la bengkak susu ke apa.
Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly .

Mia's now consume pediasure at school.She can finished up 7 oz per feeding. 2x je lah kat school.before nap and after the nap.Kat rumah mmg tak nak langsung pegang botol.Apasal tah..penat dah saya dok sua sua kat dia..before nak tdo saya prepare satu bottle untuk dia minum.But..nan ado nye dia nak minum..
End up skang ni i used shringe to feed her the milk..5 oz boleh habis.Takde pun muntah..ok pula tu..relax je minum susu yang saya shringekan dalam mulut dia..
So kat rumah i will give her 2x la..morning time before go to school..and night time before bed time..
Tak tahu lah sampai bila saya kena shringekan susu kat Mia ni..tak kisah lah ..asalkan dia minum susu.for me susu sangat2 improtant for kids at her age.

Since Mia stop bf i noticed dia dah develop new habit..biting finger nails pula..haihh..datang satu2..ok saya ngaku gigit kuku tu mmg tabiat buruk saya..mungking dia nampak saya buat selalu dia ikut la..or maybe dgn cara tu dia rasa boleh tenteramkan diri dia selain dari hisap susu.
penat dah saya nak menjetik jari dia ,pujuk dia cakap fingernail dirty got ulat..tapi cam tak jalan pun..

Plan nak letak serbuk teh kat jari dia..hah..biar dia tgk sendiri yang betul2 ada ulat..tgk dia berani nak gigit lagi ke tak..

Nanti saya update hasil nya..heheh

Friday, June 10, 2011

Wisdom Creative Blocks

Connecting Toys for 2-6years old.

Wisdom Creative Blocks

53 pcs


RM35/ Set


Add RM8 for postage


Email us for details




Thursday, June 9, 2011

Clarks shoes for sale

Last month Clarks ada buat warehouse sales.

Borong sakan la saya mensoping..saya beli 2 pasang wedges sendiri pakai, 3 pasang Mia's shoes and 1 pair sandal for daddy..

Total less than rm600.

Mmg gila murah.Patutlah orang sanggup beratur berjam2 untuk masuk.


My friend Roy ada beli shoes for girls size 2-3years old.

And she want to let go some of it.

So, if you guys interested to buy any of these shoes just contact my friend Roy.

Email her at






1. Clarks Appleshine

Color : White Leather.

Size : 7 UK, 24 EUR

RM90 (Postage included)

2. Clarks Mollyglitz

Color : Baby Pink Leather

Size : 7 UK, 24 EUR
RM75 (Postage included)



3. Clarks Meadowmist

Color: Hot Pink Nubuck

Size : 7.5 UK, 25 EUR

RM90 (Postage included)

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

My journey end here

Yesterday 7th June 2011 ..After 2 years and 1 week of breastfeeding..The journey end here.
Sobbsss..nangiss plz..sedih gila..but i have to be firm on this.Kena nekad..i plan for 2 years..and alhamdulillah berjaya..Serious emo..nak tulis post ni pun berdebar2..pastu air mata kat hujung mata je.

Yesterday morning..saya sapukan serbuk teh at my boobs..
and i told Mia.."ulat bite susu..sakit sangat"
Then i showed her "the ulat"
Mia geli gila ok..

I send her to school yesterday at 12pm..she keep repeating.."sian shushu..sian mommy..ulat bite"
She even told her teachers about that too..

Half day berjaya ..
I know the biggest part is during night time.Problem for her and also for me.
As for her..she never went to bed without shushu..and as for mommy the only method that i can put her to sleep is the boobie.
11pm..i bring her upstair..together with me is one bottle of Pediasure milky..
Tapi dia tak layan langsung the milk.
Kejap2 peluk mommy..kejap2 peluk mommy..

EL pun tak membantu sangat..sket2 cakap "sian mia yang"
Biasalah hati ayah ni lembut bila tengok anak dia menggelupur.
A for me..lagi2 lah hancur luluh hati..tapi misi kena nekad.
No turning back..

1am kut baru Mia tertidur bawak ketiak saya.Itupun setelah berpusing2 tak tahu nak buat apa.
Kesian dia..
At 4 am she woke up for milk ..and i told her the same thing.."susu got ulat"
she cried and it makes me so sad..nangis sampai batuk2..
Saya tepuk2 dia..and start tell her story about the new parks that we discovered yesterday.
saya bercerita about the slides color apa..about the see saw yang shape like ulat..and also how high Mia can swing yesterday...bla bla..and she straight to bed again..

At 5am the same thing happen again..she wake up again for milk..again cried when i told her about the ulat.
I change the story..takmo dia ingat sangat kat susu susu ni..i told her coakroaches yang i sprayed kat downstairs malam tadi..eehehe..and she tidur semula..

Adalah dekat 2-3 time dia bangun for milk..and the same thingi did to her..hurmm...i can say..Mia success for no mommy shushu for one day already..today is the second day..hopefully things will get better tonight.

To mia,
Mommy halalkan susu mommy selama dua tahun satu minggu ni.Mommy mintak maaf sangat2 sbb tak dapat nak sambung contract another 6 more month.
Mia dah besar.Dah tak comel lagi kalau minm susu mommy.
Mommy sayang Mia sangat2.sampai mati pun mommy sayang.
Mommy sedih sangat skang..
The two year journey bf'ing is you is the best moment for mommy to treasure..the most wonderful thing that i did just for my baby.

Monday, June 6, 2011

Her new hobby

First..tebar kan kain macam roti canai.



Second..fold it into two



Third:..Fold it into 4



Taraaaa..dah siap..


Towel kaler putih mommy punya..


Towerl kaler kuning Mia punya..


Not bad kan..


Bagus anakanda..lepas ni mommy boleh ajar lipar baju,seluar dah lain2 lain lagi.



Thursday, June 2, 2011

Big Two Part 2

Last Monday on 30th Mei,Mia had her second befday celebration at her school.

The party started at 9.30am and end around 12pm.

Time tu kids pun dah letih nak tdo dah..

Oh..oh..we had a face painting also that day ..best.

At first all the kids refuse to let the painter do an art on their face.

So macam biasa la..mommy try first ..


Mommy sentiasa over dari anak..


Right after Mia saw the butterfly on my face..she then asked for hers too.
Biasalah..sentiasa mau copycat mommy.




Her second cake for her second befday celebration.

She want Elmo..


Anak yang sudah besar..sudah 2 tahun yo


Atok and Uwan joined the party



Double celebration with Afeeq.

He had a Mickey Mouse cake and he turning 1.


My pinky princess


Blow candle ..terpaksa nyalakan the candle for 3 times..

sbb Mia asyik nak blow je..

Belum nyanyi lagi dah blow..

Cake cutting


Suap cake


Licking..nyummyy



Emak dan Anak



Anak dara saya



Anak dara saya yang comot tapi cute.



Makan Rocky pula.

Tamak..amik sampai 5 batang ok.


Musical Chair.



Mia dah kalah pun..still bertanding ..masuk untuk round2 lagi..ekekek.

Dia tak faham lagi rules main ni.

belasah je lah..

Mesti dia ingat main pusing2 ..pastu bila penat,sila carik tempat duduk.

Kelakar ok


And the kids say.."besttttt!"


Gaya bebas.

Masa ni Mia cam dah penat nak tidor.

Sebab tu muka blur je.

Amik satu kotak terus lah..senang takyah mintak byk kali.


At last..she showing her teeth..the only picture..

Yang lain semua gambar serius.


Port memanjat semasa di school.



Add on "Love with arrow" painting on her right cheeks.

Now sudah macam rojak..ada butterfly and love .


Dear My darling Mia,

Mommy hope you enjoyed your second befday celebration this year.

Mommy hope you had fun wth your friends that day.

Insyaalah, there will be Part 3 coming soon.

Celebration with daddy pula.

Daddy coming back this Saturday..super happy..

Yeahhh..and yeahh..and yeahhhh...