The apple of my eyes

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Plan B

Dah 8month this week saya sebagai ibu mengandung.
Sakit belakang teruk betul skang ni.
Cramp kat kaki pun makin kerap..
Malam tadi je almost sejam sekali kut saya cramped.

Semalam tetiba terfikir..makin dekat dah nak bersalin.
Seram sejuk pula rasa.
Macam tak berapa nak ingat macam mana rasa sakit bersalin tu lagi skang.
Tapi yang saya ingat mmg sakit gila..
Takutnyaaaa..
Doa saya semoga dipermudahkan saya bersalin nanti.

Pastu fikir pasal baby pula.
Maid tak dapat lagi.
Nursery pun tak carik lagi.
Mak abah kat kampung dah offer nak jaga..
But mana mungkin sanggup saya nak bagi..walaupun kalau mak abah yang jaga, saya pasti baby akan dijaga baik.
Tapi saya tak sanggup.

Cuti bersalin 2month sahaja.
Saya ingat nak mintak cuti sebulan lagi.
Study leave+annual leave setahun ada dekat 50days.
Kalau guna 30 hari should be ok.

Then after 3m, saya fikir nak mintak mengajar class pagi sahaja.
Saya plan nak bawak baby pergi kerja skali.
Bawak masuk class dlm carrier or stroller.
Park kat tepi class..and saya continue mengajar.
Baby kecik lagi mudah mudahan tak byk ragam.

Kalau bawak Mia pergi class,susah saya nak mengajar.
Sebab mulut dia pot pet tanya itu ini.

Baby dah 6m, baru saya nak cari school/nursery untuk dia.
Besar sket la kalau nak hantar pun kan..

So tak yah risau lagi..
Ini plan B kalau tak dapat maid or baby sitter.
Mintak2 takde student yang complaint lecturer bwk baby masuk class.
Student university skang ni panjang akal.
Try dulu..ok kut..baby kecik pasti tidur je kan kerja diorang.
Kalau nangis sumbat je susu..heheheh

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Miss her

For the past few month in Smart Chaliph,
Balik je from from school, Mia suka sangat tidor senja.
Tak tidor senja pun,time ambil dia from school 6pm mesti tengah tidor.
Penat sangat main kat school.
Referring to the teacher pun, memang Mia taknak tidor during nap time at noon.

Kadang2 bagus juga.sbb saya boleh buat kerja2 rumah tanpa gangguan.
Kadang2 tak berapa nak bagus, buatnya dia terjaga pukul 9pm dah susah nak tido semula.
Tapi kalau dia tidor terus sampai pagi pun saya pula tak berapa nak suka..sbb i missed her so much.
Tak dapat nak borak.
Tak leh nak buat activity sama2.
Malam ni pun sama.
Pukul 7pm dah tidor.Pukul 10pm saya dah taktahu nak buat apa.
EL tak balik lagi.
Mia tdo.Tak sampai hati nak kejut.
Kan best kalau dapat bergomol2 dgn Mia skang.
Mesti dia pot pet ngadu macam2.

Tak bagus kan kalau toddler age 2+tak nap during noon.
Kalau cuti, ok je dia tidor kat rumah ni.
Maybe kat school ramai fren..so dia excited nak main..

Walaupun Mia tidor kat sebelah saya skang ni.
But i still miss her..tah apa2 kan..

Monday, November 28, 2011

Her current obsession

Mia's current obsession is coloring..

Bangun je tidor cari color..nak tidor pun cari color.

Balik school cari color..nak go to school (sambil tunggu mommy siap) pun sempat mengolor lagi.

Sometimes dia bleh spend almost 1 hour coloring.

Bukan lah maksudnya saya boleh buat kerja rumah masa dia mengolor.

Saya kena duduk depan dia juga, sambil tgk dia color.

And i can say she can color very well now considering that she is only 2 years and 6month.

Below is her Maal Hijrah artwork at Atok and Uwan house.

Drawing by mommy.

Coloring by Mia.

And we both get A++ for the artwork.heheh

Mia's house during night time. Got stars and moon.

Mia's house in the morning.Got cloud and sun.

Because it is so beautiful..Atok sticked it on his house wall.

And Mia really proud seeing her drawing on the wall.

I think, i need to start sticking her artwork in her room too after this.

Because..i really can see how proud she is because of that.

And guess what baby..

Mommy 1000000xxx more proud to see how good ur to color as beautiful as that.

Good job baby..

Mommy love you so much..

And

Happy 2 Years and 6 Month young big sister Damia Zahra

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Gaya susu

My darling Mia still lagi consume Pediasure (choc/vanilla).

Terasa jugalah nak membeli 4 tin sebulan.

Satu tin RM68.

So sebulan ard RM250 jugalah habis untuk susu.

Rindu pula saat BF dulu..free je..

Saya try juga nak tukar Mia ke susu yang lagi murah.

Tapi dia rejek..Takpelah,sementara ada rezeki lebih sket ni boleh la kamu demand susu mahal ya anak..nanti bila adik dah masuk 2y (dah stop bf)..sila minum milo saja.

Itu pun nasib baik Mia minum tak byk sangat.

Sekali 6oz je lah.

Malam tidur terus,takde bangun nak susu.

Mia kan kalau minum susu,harus lah membuat pelbagai aksi..

terkangkang,terkepit..etc etc la..

jom cekidout aksi aksi itu.

kelakar wei..

Angkat kaki..

Regang regangkan.

Kepit kepitan

Eh..apsal ada "daddy-razi" ni

"Hi..my name is Mia..saya minum cucu"

Nyonyot baik punya

Layan angau..

Pura2 sleep

Berangan lagi

Eh..eh..daddy tak habis lagi ke?

Stop daddy..Mia nak minum cucu dgn aman ni

Heheheheh..Dulu masa bf, mommy nak sangat tgk mia minum from bottle susu..

Now bila dah stop bf..mommy rindu pula nak gomol2 Mia masa bf.

huhuh..

Cepatnya membesarkan anak2 ini.

Tak lama lagi, kena minum susu in sippy cup pula.

No more bottle dah.

But tunggulah setahun lagi.

Bagi dia layan botol pula 2 tahun.

Monday, November 21, 2011

The look

Iam in my 31st week of pregnancy.Next week dah 8month..so fast
Still strong like a fox..
Just this time selalu rasa terik and berat kat waist area and punggung selalu cramped.
Dunno why.

Maybe not as big as last time..but still big.
At this moment of pregnancy..i hate the pity look from people on me.

Kalau saya naik beratur..org mesti pandang lain macam.
Like very the sadis lah org pregnant beratur.

ok i admit..i love the treatment for pregnant lady, but i hate the look.
Like..gila kasihan la jadi org pregnant ni.

Im just pregnant..and im carry someone special inside my tummy.
So i dont mind people.please lah dont give me that kind of look.
Menyampah pula kadang2.

Let say if i used the stairs instead of the lift..people will alwiz question "larat ke?" "kang terberanak kan"
Arghhh..benci nya..i know la my limit..

Thats all for today..just tak suka the kesian look on me...