Emosi

Selalu sangat kalau pasal anak, saya cepat sangat naik emosi.Especially if ada orang yang menyakitkat anak saya..
Walaupun orang yang saya maksudkan tu just a toddler yang berumur 3tahun.Tah apa apa kan..

Kat taska Mia ada one girl ni , age tua setahun la from her.
Memang sangat buas.Cakar orang sana sini.Ok i dont say that my dotter is so goood..tak buat orang langsung..Mia pun kasar juga.Tangan cepat naik kadang2..But once dia buat, i will make her to appologize or sampai dia tahu that hitting people is bad..sampai sekarang before she go to school i will make her to promise

"Dont fight, you must share everything with your fren..Dont babab fren..Hug only"

Recently..two week before puasa.I was there at the school park..biasalah before balik,kena teman Mia main kat park dulu.I just sat at the bench watching her play hide and seek or whatsoever with this girl.I tought it was ok to let her play together..Takkan la i nak tarik2 tangan dia ckp jgn main dengan budak tu.No no..

To my suprise within 2 min they was playing inside the toys house..I heard Mia crying..Saya dengan paniknya menjenguk dlm rumah kecil tu..Habis berdarah hidung kena cakar..Berdarah tahu..bukan setakat calar2 je..Rasa macam nak cakar balik je budak tu..geram betul..
And her mom was there too..and what did she do?
Asked the sister to bring this girl to playground outside from the school..Dia tak nampak ke Mia nangis kuat?Tak nampak ke hidung berdarah?Just marah2 sket like "kenapa buat orang?"
Then..thats it..

Last week pula..Mia was "protecting"one of the teacher's make up bag..and the same girl dengan rakusnya nak keluarkan all the make up inside the bag..Sorang nak keluarkan ..sorang nak masukkan..Apa lagi, this girl mengeluarkan kuku dia bak serigala mencakar dada Mia (Nasib baik dada...not muka..nak raya dah ni nak oiii) .Berdarah dalam pula tu...aduyaiii..saya datang je school..tengok Mia nangis2 panggil saya "got blood mommy..got blood mommy"
Geram tak geram..and her mommy was there too..."nape buat orang lagi ni"

Gila annoying..saya mmg hati panas betul..i ignored the mom..buat muka bengang sket..amik Mia terus cabut..geram ooo...sakit hati betul..Bukan dua kejadian tu je..Banyak lagi..sbb tu saya geram ..nasib baik anak orang, kalau anak sendiri yang buat dah lama saya cubit2 sampai lebam.

Mia pun ada buat orang juga.Saya admit...BUT being a mother..and you tahu anak buas and ganas macam tu..why not do sumtin about it..anything..dari asyik menyakitkan anak orang lain..
Sakit hati betul..
Ok puasa..kena sabar..Istigfar banyak2...just nak luahkan perasan geram ni je.