Satin Wrap Band Snoop (Inner ala Maysaa

Iam helping a friend to promote this inner ala Maysaa type.

Inspired by Maysaa's satin wrap band snoop.

Very comfy and and it really works for all face types

I bought 2pcs already from them.

Loving it..Like seriously..

RM66/pcs including postage

or Buy 3 for RM55/pcs.

To purchase, kindly email your order to

rohaya.halid@gmail.com

Day 20 of Surviving (Mode sengih)

*Wink Wink* Daddy coming back tomorrow for 1 weeks..
(mode tgh sengih lebar sampai ke telinga)

Tapi one week je..on 6th Mei he will be leaving us again for at least a month.
Taknak fikir lagi pasal kesedihan Part2 itu nanti..hold dulu the moment..

So ada 7days for us to get our normal life back with daddy..
senyum lagi...

Saturday morning ada One Final Exam paper.
Then later that night ada Company Dinner at Istana Hotel .

My dress for the dineer dah siap..Tapi cannot reveal it yet..takmo nanti basi la..ekekek..
But i will give u guys a clue about my dress..It will be a pink champagne night for me..

My parents coming over to babysit Mia malam tu.
Bagi Mommy-daddy enjoy the dinner by ourself..
If i was not mistaken the MC for the night will be Adibah Nor and the singer will be Dayang Nor Faizah.
Iam not a big fan of either of them pun..but boleh la layan..

Stress to the power of e

Cepat pula masa berlalu.
Baru je rasa 1.1.2011 haritu saya register untunk sambung Master di UTM Semarak.
This week Saturday dah start Final Exam .
3 minggu berturut2 ye ada paper for Final exam.
Kawan kawan doakan lah kejayaan saya.
Dah sampai masanya saya berjuang di Dewan Peperiksaan pula.

Masa untuk study pun kat office je during takde class.
Kalau class pagi-petang camne nak study.
Kat rumah jangan harap lah ye..
Saya bukak buku, Mia confirm nak conteng or nak tarik buku saya.
Bagi buku lain takmo..buku saya juga yang dia idamkan.
Susah bila jadi idola ni.

Malam masa Mia tidor pula.Takkan nak study dalam gelap.
Buka lampu ,walau lampu study sekalipun akan membuatkan Mia bangun.
Light on tu bagi dia macam bunyi bell time rehat masa kita kat sekolah dulu.
Masa untuk mainnn....
Dah lah susah nak tido..so bila dia tido adalah "me-time" tu sket walaupun dalam gelap sekalipu n.

So macam mana..study setakat 50%..ko nak mengharapkan flying colors?
Doaa dan tawakkal sahaja lah nampaknya..

Mia pula makin mengganas skang.
Petang tadi at 6pm kut, teacher dia sms meminta maaf yang Mia tak dapat di control lagi dah harini.
Takmo share..berebut toys..tolak kawan2 dia yang datang dekat..merengek..
End up dia kena di isolate kan tadi..alahai anakanda,baru 23th month dah kena denda kat sekolah ye...
So after class mmg saya rushing ke sekolah la.

Runsing betul dengan Mia skang ni.
Semalam petang, bawa dia main kat park depan school tu.
Then ada friends dia kakak and adik datang join the fun.
Mmg Mia happy sangat ada geng bermain.
Gelak2..kejap2 peluk kakak..kakak pun jenis baik,layan adik main.
At 6.30pm mak kakak and adik tadi ajak diorang balik.
Diorang balik je..Mia terus menangis sekuat hati "Nakkkk olooo..Nakk olllooo ..nak ollo kakak adik"
(stand for Nak follow kakak adik balik)
Boleh?
Saya cakap kakak adik nak balik sleep.Mia pun jom balik house kita.
Apa lagi Mia sambung lagi drama swasta nak ikut orang tu.
Saya tarik juga masuk dalam kereta..rasuah susu pun tak jalan ok.
Still lagi menangis sekuat hati..meratap hiba kepermergian kakak adik dia balik rumah.
Sian pun sian juga..mesti dia rasa dia takde kawan kat rumah kan..
Mia nak kawan ke?
Tapi dia takmo share pun toys dia dgn orang..abis camno?
confuse saya disitu..

Malam ni dia tido pakai baju kurung..(dia sebut baju pray pray)
Sebab yg sama jugalah..dah pandai ikut kepala sendiri.
Nak pilih baju sendri.mommy pilih taknak..
Ikut suka hati dia nk yg mana.Geram betul..Kejap2 buka pants ..bukak pampers.."Nya nak shi shi alet"
(Nak shi shi toilet)
Ok baguslah kan sbb dia train diri sendiri for potty ni,
Tapi bila baru 5min shower-pakai pampers-pakai baju-pakai pants semua siap2..
Pastu lompat2 sket, then terus bukak pants pampers cakap dia nak shi shi toilet.
Apa case?
Geram ke tak geram?
sabar ke tak sabar?

Friday ni EL balik..yuuuhuuu..
Then might go back japan prob after 2week..
My final exam last day on th 14th..then cuti..
Ada plan saya and Mia nk ikut EL ke Japan on the 20th mei~26th mei.
Return ticket cam murah gila.
Tapi cam bahaya kan..dahlah dgn keadaan kat sana cam tak berapa stable.
EL ckp byk kali gegeran susulan dia rasa.
Ikutkan hati nak ollloooo juga..
Tapi ikut kata hati-mati
Ikut kat rasa-binasa..
(ada kaitan ke peribahasa ni)
Tak tahu lg la..malas nk fikir.
stresss gaban dah ni

Menjadi jadi

Saya tak tahu kat mana silapnya and apa sebabnya.

Mia skang semakin degil dan byk perangai.

Malam tadi saya rasa macam nak nangis tgk aksi2 stubborn dia.

Mungkin sebab dia tunjuk perasaan atas ketiadaan daddy..or sumtin.

Semakan nakal dan semakin degil.

Apa2 yang dia tak dapat mesti dia akan nangis dan menjerit sekuat hati.

Contoh malam tadi.

Dia makan cookies..then dia teraburkan semua atas carpet.

Bila saya ambik dia nangis menjerit.

Penat saya pujuk,cakap elok2..."if you do dat again..then ants will come and bite u"

Seriyes dia takmo listened.

Then dia main dgn plastisin./dough

Dia cubit sket2 plastisin tu ..then dia campak sana sini.

sighhh...

Saya makin hilang sabar dah skang.

Malam tadi dah kena cubit kat peha tembam dia tu.

Tapi bila dia tidor, saya rasa bersalah pula..check2 kut2 lebam.

Malam tadi macam rasa i failed as a mother pula.

Skang Mia makin buat perangai.

Kat school pun sama..

Dia taknak share all the toys there.

Makin garang..

Saya risau.

Saya taknak dia jadi spoilt kids.

Apa yang dia nak dapat..Bila tak dapat dia mengamuk macam nak rak.

Menjerit2 ..

Saya rasa cubitan saya macam takde hal pun kat dia..dia tak takut pun.

Makin dia buat lagi ada..

Sedih lah macam ni..bila anak takmo dengar kata mak..

Mia ooh Mia..

Jadi anak yang baik ..dengar kata mommy daddy..

Dont underestimated ur 23month old baby

Last Tuesday,saya and Mia ke Econsave.Mau beli fresh milk for her.

Tak tahu bila masa,Econsave dah ada mini kiddy park ni.

Mia pun nampak je park tu ..apa lagi terus la "nak play..nak play"

Then i told her..we go buy susu first then baru main.

Ingat nak beli susu je..nampak grapes-grapes masuk trolley..nampak ice cream -ice cream masuk trolley..

End up masa kat cashier duit just nice to pay all the stuff.

Serius..cukup2 je..balance setakat 20cent adalah.

Macam mana nak masuk kiddy park tu.

Aiseh man..dah lah dalam Econsave tu takde ATM..tak ke haru nanti.

Saya bagitau Mia..

"Money dah finish..mommy pay your susu tadi"

Cannot go to park today ok..

Tomorrow mommy take money from bank..then we go play"

Dia anggukk..tapi once dia nampak je Kiddy Park tadi..mula lah buat perangai..

Menangis sekuat hati..saya tebalkan muka, tolak trolley ke kereta.

Dalam kereta baru pujuk balik..showed her my empty wallet.

Then dia diam..

The next day..after i picked up her from school..masuk dalam kereta..

Tahu tak what is her first question to me?

"Mommy..dah take money ke?Jom go park"

Dangg..kuatnya ingatan budak ni..impressed lagi saya ..

So never underestimated your child ok.

If you promise them sumtin..then you should stick to the it.

So..from the school terus kami ke Econsave ..heheh.

Here is the piccas of the mini kiddy park.

Slides and the ball's pool

Inside the bunny's hole.


The mini house.

knock..knock..anybody home?

Kiddy's ride

Happy Friday and Happy wiken everyone.

Day 7 of surviving

Its been 7 days already since daddy left us..
We survived..much that i can say..


Mia pula keep on asking "where is daddy".."where is daddy"everyday..
and sometimes she answer her own question.."daddy work very far"
I dont know whether she understand or not the word far mean ..


Example like yesterday ..we went to Econsave nearby..
Selalunya..daddy will put her in the trolley and push her to the kids area..mommy pula ke area barang2 basah la..

But semalam..once i put her in the trolley..push her inside the econsave..she start to ask "daddy where?"
Macam biasa i just answer her.."daddy work "


Then dia diam..but after 5 min .."mommy..jom go there.." pointed her finger to the kids area..
"daddy..daddy" she said..

hurmmmmmm...
Maybe she think that daddy ada tunggu dia kat sana..i tak tahu nak cakap apa dah by that time..
I just push the trolley to the kids area..and i know she felt the dissapointment not to see her daddy there...

I know Mia dah start terasa kehilangan daddy..
Dia nak tanya..mana dadddy pergi..kenapa tak balik2 main dengan dia..kenapa pergi lama sangat..daddy pergi mana..buat apa..etc etc..

But she just dont know how to ask more..
The only that came out from her mouth is "daddy where?"

WW : Missing Daddy (Day 7)

(Motif pakai inai di jari kaler ijo?)