Rambut Raya Haji 2011

Rambut depan sudah panjang sampai ke mata.

Budak ini tidak suka pakai hair clips/cekak ataupun di ikat rambut.

Maka every 3month kena bawak dia pergi hair saloon..

zap zap zap rambut depan..rambut belakang mommy sayang.

So tak boleh sentuh.

Senget2 menahan geli..Mommy kena pegang dagu Mia sbb dia tak leh nak straight kan muka.

Taraaaaaaaaaaa.......and the result.

Maka terhasil lah rambut depan bershape bulat.

Rambut raya haji katanya.

Sawan Tangis

Mia owhh Mia..

Kenapalah nangis je sepanjang masa?

sket2 nangis..sket2 nangis.

Sampai mommy daddy pun dah give up tak tau nak buat apa..

Nangis sampai suara pun dah takde.

Bangun pukul 4am pun boleh nangis tersedu2.

Sampai saya rasa nak nyanyi lagu saloma dlm cerita ahmad albab.

Time ahmad albab asyik nangis non stop..ingat tak lagu tu..

'mengapakah anak ku..kau menangis selalu

ibu berhati walang..ayah berhati bimbang

engkau tak henti nangis malam siang...'

Dulu masa hari ke 2 dia lahir pun dia buat perangai yg sama..

Nangis je..sampai atok saya cakap dia kena sawan tangis..

Which is i really dont know what is sawan tangis..

Takkan dah 2.5tahun dapat semula sawan tangis tu kut.

Saya tak reti nak marah anak.

Saya tak reti nak pukul anak.

Sebab saya sayang sangat kat dia.

Sakit masa bersalin dulu pun rasa lagi.

Tapi kalau saya ikutkan semua kehendak dia..saya taknak dia jadi macam 'anakku sazali'

But kalau tak diikutkan kehendak dia..dia akan nangis non stop.

Letih sangat..

Saya jenis bila dah penat memujuk,terus jadi diam.

Tak tahu nak buat apa.

EL pun sama kut..jenis tak reti nak pukul/marah anak.

yang dia tahu..marah saya la.

Sampai we all gado sket sbb mia nangis non stop.

Maybe masing2 stress..masing2 penat kerja.

Then balik rumah anak meragam..

aduhaiii..

kesian betul..Mata bengkak2..suara sampai serak2 nangis.

Mia ohhh Mia..

Sampai saya rasa nak amik air penawar kat darul shifa' or sumtin.

Sampai saya rasa nak bawak dia pergi pakar kanak2.

Tolonglah doctor,check lah apa yang patut kat anak saya ni.

Bagilah ubat semahal manapun.

Asalkan dia sihat, asalkan dia kembali riang ketawa sebagaimana anak saya yang dulu.

Saya sedih tengok Mia macam ni.

Saya tak tahu lagi nak buat macam mana..

Hati saya menangis sama dengan dia.

"Ya allah ya tuhanku..hilankanlah keresahan anakku..hilangkan lah kesakitan yang ditanggunginya ya allah

Semoga Mia kembali ceria dan riang seperti dahulu..aminnn"



Lawak guling guling

This is very very funny..

Yesterday night..Mia gave daddy surah yassin and asked daddy to read.
Daddy pun buatlah aksi aksi fokus membaca yassin..
Sambil berlagu lagu , letak sebelah tangan kat telinga and tutup mata tanda focus..

And guess what coming out from mia's mouth when she saw daddy buat aksi ala2 tahfiz gitu?

Mia : "Eyes daddy sakit ke?"..(sambil point kat mata daddy yang terpejam rapat itu)

Wakakakaka...lawak wei..guling guling mommy gelak..

Mia kakak yang "baik"..(lah sangat)

Dalam kereta, Mia berpangku dengan saya dekat back sit (walaupun ada baby chair kat depan)..while daddy driving..

Mommy: "Nanti baby come out from mommy tummy,baby nak sit where inside car?"
Mia : " Here mommy (pointed to her baby chair"..pity pity (pretty pretty) baby chair"
Mommy : "Then..Mia sit where?"
Mia : " Mia sit kat mommy la"

Atas katil, ready to go to sleep conversation

Mommy : "Baby come out nanti, baby sleep where"
Mia : " Inside baby cot mommy"
Mommy : "Then, Mia sleep where?"
Mia : "Mia sleep with mommy..Mia can hug mommy"

Very the clever la Mia ni kan..
Nampak gayanya , mmg adik terpaksa banyak mengalah dengan kakak dia yang super manja lepas ni kan..mesti nak konker mommy all the time..

'Damia,daddy love you so much'

Daddy left us again tonight..and its already 1am now..i cant sleep..Mia every 30min bangun menjerit2 nak daddy..nak daddy..
Kami tak hantar ke airport pun,sbb flight daddy 11pm..just hantar kat depan rumah,taxi pick up.
The minute the taxi left us..Mia cried like mad..macam naik sheikh.I told her dat daddy went to work very2 far..andshe doesnt care less bout dat..the only thing that come out from her mouth 'nak daddddyyyyyy...nakkk...dadddyyy'

Shes been staying with daddy since last two days..i got master class..and busy with marking too..That left mia and daddy together for almost the whole 2 days..so no wonder the crying..the screaming for daddy tu very the over.They went to park..they went shopping..they ate together and sleep together..

Tak tahu nak buat apa..
Makin di pujuk..makin kuat nangisnya..
siap tersedu2 dlmtidur lg..syahdu betul..
i cried with her the last time she woke up for daddy at12.30am tadi..Coz i dunno what else i should do..she dont want me to hug her..or tepuk2 her..or sing for her..she cried even lauder everytime i tried to pujuk2..She just want her daddy..

Until i showed her the picture below (hubby just uploaded it in his fb,saying how much daddy love her dotter)..i told her,if she stop crying daddy will bring her again to park..and she did stop and get back to sleep..owhhhh....sedihla..
bencilah macam ni..tak suka ..tak suka..tapi apa boleh buat..

I just wish daddy will survive without her baby in japan..and saya doa byk2 semoga baby daddy ni punleh survive without daddy katsini.takmoo nangis2 la..mia sedih..mommy sedih..mia nangis..mommy mesti nangis sekali..mommy kan sama geng cembeng dengan mia..

*update on mia 25th month milestone..sempat lg..dah kenal colours..she know green..purple..blue,red,black,pink,yellow and orrange now..

Numbers kenal 5& 8 je..hahahah..lain still lagi kejap betul kejap salah..

Bab nyanyi dia mmg champion..now sebok dgn lagu rain2 go away pula..
ok..tu jer

Tuan penasihat : Mia Zahra

Mia mmg terkenal dengan mulut becok-tak berhenti bercakap dia sekarang. Saya rasa mulut dia stop only masa dia tidur.Other than that..pot pet pot pet..bla bla bla..nyanyi-nyanyi..pot pet ..Kalau dalam kereta tu, start je enjin sampai la sampai ke destinasi,mmg tak pernah sunyi la mulut dia memeriahkan kereta tu.

Skang pula, dah pandai menasihatkan orang.Selalu nya apa yang di nasihatkan tu sama macam apa yang saya tak bagi dia buat je lah.
Some of the scenes of her being adviser tak bergaji.

Scene 1.
Kat school park..and she dont want to share the slide with Aisya.

Mommy: " Mia share with Aisya ok..if you dont to want to share, mommy bring you back to our house..no more play"
Mia pandang and anguk2..Tak lama lepas tu

Mia: "Aica, go back house now..mama (pointed to Aisya's mama) nak go back house tu"

*power kan idea si Mia nak main sorang2 punya pasal..sanggup suruh orang balik rumah"

Scene 2.
Daddy sings very loud..tarik corus lagu apatah...

Mia: "No daddy..vey loud..shakit Mia ears"

*daddy and mommy lauging like mad after dat..so oklah .dia dah faham..mulut utk makan..telinga untuk listen..nose untuk smell..

Scene 3.
Daddy accidently bite his fingers

Mia: "No bite fingernail daddy..nanti Mia put ulat nanti"
(Terus gigit jari diri sendiri lepas nasihatkan orang boleh?..sendiri tak boleh nak stop habit tu..lagi mau nasihatkan orang)

Scene 4.
I took her from the school at 5pm..masa tu still panas lagi..so she play bawah garrage school je.Then suddenly ada parents yang datang amik one boy ni.And the boy terus lari keluar main kat school' park

Mia: " No.. abang....very hot..got sun..nanti fever fever..play here oni"

*Copycat every sentences of mommy's word to her

Scene 5
She saw kids playing police and thieves outside our house.
An with her diva's finger..she shouted to the kids..

Mia: "Dont run abang..walk soli soli..jatuh nanti..Got blood.."

Scene 6
Last night we brought her dinner kat precint 9.Yang kat area tu ada pool for kiddies.
Tempat tu agak gelap la kat situ.Selalynya Mia tak tentu arah sket kalau jumpa air.Tapi this time macam baik je duduk kat bench tu.

Mommy: "You want to swim"
Mia : No..
Mommy : Go touch the water only k.."
Mia : Noo..mommy..got shark inside.."

*gila lah kat putrajaya pun ada shark

Comelje kan nasihatkan orang sana sini.Padahal diri sendiri pun buat. Tak sabar pula nak dengar Mia nasihat "Nanti-tuhan-marah" kat orang..hahaha..takpun "Nanti -masuk-api-neraka ".
heheheh..masa tu lagi annoying kut ...

Perfect Moms

Pagi tadi saya bangun awal..takde lah awal mana pun.Tapi bangun before Mia and daddy.Saya turun bawah,prepared light breakfast for my self and duduk depan TV tengok Oprah..

This morning, Oprah series pasal "perfect mom"..wujud ke?
Mom yang boleh manage all the housework, cooks 3 dishes for the family and make sure the kids and the daddy needs perfectly.Kids tak comot, kemas je all the time.And the mommy pun cun melecun tersenyum sambil pakai apron.
Wujud ke perfect mom like dat?
And sape yang start with the term of perfect mom and why all the mom out there selalu nak compare kan diri sendiri with those prfect mom?

Acceli "perfect mom" yang kita nak jadi sangat2 tu buat kita jadi stress kat diri sendiri.Buat kita rasa penat and tak cukup tidor.Tak dapat nak enjoy life to the fullest..and yang paling penting,we will lose the precious moment with the children.
Ye lah,balik je kerja nak masak sedap2..nak kemas rumah biar cantik..nak mandi kan anak and tak bagi anak main kat luar or makan choclat sbb takut comot.
Bila dah asyik nak make sure benda lain teratur, kita terlupa kat anak sendiri..Kita terlupa nak spend our time with them.Tahu2 je anak dah besar nak pindah rumah.

And sama macam husband juga.Dia balik rumah, kita too busy nak clean up the house.Nak cuci pinggang and baju kotor sampai terlupa nak tanya husband ok ke tak dia kerja kat office..ada awek nak ngorat ke dia kat office.
Tahu2 je kita dah terlalu penat nak borak with them...

So my points now is same with Oprah..chewahh..tetiba nak satu hati dengan Oprah kan..Focus and give your attension to your kids and your hubby.Peduli lah rumah bersepah...peduli lah baju kotor banyak tak berbasuh..Yang penting kita layan anak and suami kita dulu.If ada masa lebih baru buat.If takde masa, apa lagi panggil lan part time maid.Itu yang saya buat sekarang..Saya malas la nak pening2 kpala tgk rumah bersepah2 dek mia dan daddy. Biarlah Mia nak tunggang langgang kan hall rumah..daddy nak campak baju seluar dia merata2 pun.Malas lah nak marah2..Saya pun nak join sekali "mari-sepahkan-rumah" games dengan diorang..
Yang penting saya sempat nak main2 dengan Mia..and sempat nak borak2 dengan daddy.

Saya taknak jadi perfect mom lagi dah..
If dapat jadi a Fun Mom pun dah more than enough.

Kalau tak sempat masak..apa lagi jom layan Pizza Hutz..Muka Mia comot yang pulun makan mushroom soup..

Big Two Part 2

Last Monday on 30th Mei,Mia had her second befday celebration at her school.

The party started at 9.30am and end around 12pm.

Time tu kids pun dah letih nak tdo dah..

Oh..oh..we had a face painting also that day ..best.

At first all the kids refuse to let the painter do an art on their face.

So macam biasa la..mommy try first ..

Mommy sentiasa over dari anak..

Right after Mia saw the butterfly on my face..she then asked for hers too.
Biasalah..sentiasa mau copycat mommy.

Her second cake for her second befday celebration.

She want Elmo..

Anak yang sudah besar..sudah 2 tahun yo

Atok and Uwan joined the party

Double celebration with Afeeq.

He had a Mickey Mouse cake and he turning 1.

My pinky princess

Blow candle ..terpaksa nyalakan the candle for 3 times..

sbb Mia asyik nak blow je..

Belum nyanyi lagi dah blow..

Cake cutting

Suap cake

Licking..nyummyy

Emak dan Anak

Anak dara saya

Anak dara saya yang comot tapi cute.

Makan Rocky pula.

Tamak..amik sampai 5 batang ok.

Musical Chair.

Mia dah kalah pun..still bertanding ..masuk untuk round2 lagi..ekekek.

Dia tak faham lagi rules main ni.

belasah je lah..

Mesti dia ingat main pusing2 ..pastu bila penat,sila carik tempat duduk.

Kelakar ok

And the kids say.."besttttt!"

Gaya bebas.

Masa ni Mia cam dah penat nak tidor.

Sebab tu muka blur je.

Amik satu kotak terus lah..senang takyah mintak byk kali.

At last..she showing her teeth..the only picture..

Yang lain semua gambar serius.

Port memanjat semasa di school.

Add on "Love with arrow" painting on her right cheeks.

Now sudah macam rojak..ada butterfly and love .

Dear My darling Mia,

Mommy hope you enjoyed your second befday celebration this year.

Mommy hope you had fun wth your friends that day.

Insyaalah, there will be Part 3 coming soon.

Celebration with daddy pula.

Daddy coming back this Saturday..super happy..

Yeahhh..and yeahh..and yeahhhh...

Big Two (Part 1)

Yeayyy...My baby just hit her Big 2 ..

It sounds so trite to say the last 730 days have been blinked away,

but it most defintiely feels as though they have.

I blinked and she was born.

I blinked and she could walk

. I turned around to cook dinner and she was talking.

I ran to the grocery store and she could sing and dance like nobody business.

Her last day of a 1 year old baby..

And her first moment as a 2 years old baby.
Baru bangun tido.kemamaian.
sbb tu muka macam tu.
Muka sudah besar..

A kitchen sets present from mommy.
And she love it so much.

Oreo-Blueberry cheese cake.
The first cake on her second befday.

Celebrates it with Uwan and Atok and also Maksu.

Focus for cake cutting ceremony.

Today (30th Mei) I arranged another party for Mia at school.

So next post ya will story mory about her second cake pula.

Happy befday Mia cayang.

Mommy doakan Mia jadi anak yang baik ,solehah, dengar kata mommy and daddy.

Sihat tubuh badan.

Semoga jadi anak yang berguna kepada bangsa, agama dan negara.

Mommy daddy love you so so much..

Again

huhuhuhu..
Mia gadoh lagi di Mc Donald punya play ground.
aiyooo..very the gangter..very the garang..

At fist the kid macam make face kat Mia tau..like make her tonge out and do sound like lalalalal..
(Frankly it is quite irritating jugalah for me)

Then..the revenged start..Mia nampak je budak tu pandang tempat lain, masa tu dia pegang sponge bob card..
Terus Mia ketuk kepala that kid with the card..
See..thanks god it just only a card kan..buatnya dia pegang book ke..

The kid tak nangis la..but dia buat muka sedih kat daddy dia..daddy dia pun besar cam gangster sket..

What did i do..?
saya tak suka pukul anak..tak reti lah nak cubit ke nak pukul ke depan public macam tu..
I pull Mia's hand to the girl..and asked her to appologize..
She hesitated at first..and try to run from the situation..
I pull her again and again until she say sorry..
Lama plz..almost 15min..
daddy budak tu buat bodo je dengan i masa tu.
Mesti dia fikir tak apa2 tah minah ni..

After Mia say sorry to that girl..i pun mintak maaf juga kat the daddy,,
malu seh..
Tarik tangan Mia and say no more play..
Dia nangis2 nak continue to play..but i explain to her..
No more..because dia dah babab her fren..
In the car..here comes the lecturer of PLS la LOVE YOUR FRIEND MIA!

Saya rasa sampai rumah kut saya berleter kat dia..
hehehe..padan muka..
Hope she understand..maybe not now..Hope she did some day..

Oh Mia...
Plz plz listen to mommy sometimes ya (If not everytime)

Stress to the power of e

Cepat pula masa berlalu.
Baru je rasa 1.1.2011 haritu saya register untunk sambung Master di UTM Semarak.
This week Saturday dah start Final Exam .
3 minggu berturut2 ye ada paper for Final exam.
Kawan kawan doakan lah kejayaan saya.
Dah sampai masanya saya berjuang di Dewan Peperiksaan pula.

Masa untuk study pun kat office je during takde class.
Kalau class pagi-petang camne nak study.
Kat rumah jangan harap lah ye..
Saya bukak buku, Mia confirm nak conteng or nak tarik buku saya.
Bagi buku lain takmo..buku saya juga yang dia idamkan.
Susah bila jadi idola ni.

Malam masa Mia tidor pula.Takkan nak study dalam gelap.
Buka lampu ,walau lampu study sekalipun akan membuatkan Mia bangun.
Light on tu bagi dia macam bunyi bell time rehat masa kita kat sekolah dulu.
Masa untuk mainnn....
Dah lah susah nak tido..so bila dia tido adalah "me-time" tu sket walaupun dalam gelap sekalipu n.

So macam mana..study setakat 50%..ko nak mengharapkan flying colors?
Doaa dan tawakkal sahaja lah nampaknya..

Mia pula makin mengganas skang.
Petang tadi at 6pm kut, teacher dia sms meminta maaf yang Mia tak dapat di control lagi dah harini.
Takmo share..berebut toys..tolak kawan2 dia yang datang dekat..merengek..
End up dia kena di isolate kan tadi..alahai anakanda,baru 23th month dah kena denda kat sekolah ye...
So after class mmg saya rushing ke sekolah la.

Runsing betul dengan Mia skang ni.
Semalam petang, bawa dia main kat park depan school tu.
Then ada friends dia kakak and adik datang join the fun.
Mmg Mia happy sangat ada geng bermain.
Gelak2..kejap2 peluk kakak..kakak pun jenis baik,layan adik main.
At 6.30pm mak kakak and adik tadi ajak diorang balik.
Diorang balik je..Mia terus menangis sekuat hati "Nakkkk olooo..Nakk olllooo ..nak ollo kakak adik"
(stand for Nak follow kakak adik balik)
Boleh?
Saya cakap kakak adik nak balik sleep.Mia pun jom balik house kita.
Apa lagi Mia sambung lagi drama swasta nak ikut orang tu.
Saya tarik juga masuk dalam kereta..rasuah susu pun tak jalan ok.
Still lagi menangis sekuat hati..meratap hiba kepermergian kakak adik dia balik rumah.
Sian pun sian juga..mesti dia rasa dia takde kawan kat rumah kan..
Mia nak kawan ke?
Tapi dia takmo share pun toys dia dgn orang..abis camno?
confuse saya disitu..

Malam ni dia tido pakai baju kurung..(dia sebut baju pray pray)
Sebab yg sama jugalah..dah pandai ikut kepala sendiri.
Nak pilih baju sendri.mommy pilih taknak..
Ikut suka hati dia nk yg mana.Geram betul..Kejap2 buka pants ..bukak pampers.."Nya nak shi shi alet"
(Nak shi shi toilet)
Ok baguslah kan sbb dia train diri sendiri for potty ni,
Tapi bila baru 5min shower-pakai pampers-pakai baju-pakai pants semua siap2..
Pastu lompat2 sket, then terus bukak pants pampers cakap dia nak shi shi toilet.
Apa case?
Geram ke tak geram?
sabar ke tak sabar?

Friday ni EL balik..yuuuhuuu..
Then might go back japan prob after 2week..
My final exam last day on th 14th..then cuti..
Ada plan saya and Mia nk ikut EL ke Japan on the 20th mei~26th mei.
Return ticket cam murah gila.
Tapi cam bahaya kan..dahlah dgn keadaan kat sana cam tak berapa stable.
EL ckp byk kali gegeran susulan dia rasa.
Ikutkan hati nak ollloooo juga..
Tapi ikut kata hati-mati
Ikut kat rasa-binasa..
(ada kaitan ke peribahasa ni)
Tak tahu lg la..malas nk fikir.
stresss gaban dah ni

Her new Fringe

She sat on the stool by her own now.

No need sitting on mommy lap anymore.

Owhhh my big baby..

Eventho she can sit still but kepala dia mmg takleh diam.

Kejap2 nak tgk gunting tu..

Kejap2 nak tgk rantai amoi tu pakai.

So momme kena pegang sket muka dia.

Super cute my baby doll.

But..mommy told the amoi..pendek lagi boleh tak?

hahah..

so tahan lama sket..

Masa ni rasa mcm nak suruh je amoi ni sama kan dengan rambut belakang.

Pastu fikir2 balik..dah lah rambung belakang dia curly..

Kalau nak samakan mesti jadi pendek pula nanti.

So cancel hajat di hati..

potong depan saja.

Taraaaa..Mia's new Fringe.

I love it.

Anak suka..Ibu setuju.

WW

Baju busuk daddy..

1001 faces of Mia (21.5month young)

Damia Zahra Mohammad Zuhardy.

Anak sulung yang masih lagi anak tunggal kami.

Sudah 21.5 month hari ini.

Gula guli hati mommy daddy.

Kadang2 good girl..kadang2 notty sangat2..

Macam2 perangai dah dapat.

Kadang2 comel..

Kadang2 sakit hati wei..

esp bila bagi cookies then dia ramas2..

Kadang2 senang je nak jaga..

Kadang2 boleh tak pukul 12.30am sbb dia tak mo tido..

Bangun terus cakap "nya nak mamam soup.."

Bleh..tgh malam nak makan?

Kadang2 elok je dia berdukung/duduk dalam stoller.

Kadang2 masyaallah lasak betul.

Di dukung melurut ke bawah ok.

Nak pegang pun tak boleh.

Sabar je lah..

Anak ooo Anak..Mia oo Mia..

semoga kamu jadi anak yang soleh.

Aminnnn...