My journey end here

Yesterday 7th June 2011 ..After 2 years and 1 week of breastfeeding..The journey end here.
Sobbsss..nangiss plz..sedih gila..but i have to be firm on this.Kena nekad..i plan for 2 years..and alhamdulillah berjaya..Serious emo..nak tulis post ni pun berdebar2..pastu air mata kat hujung mata je.

Yesterday morning..saya sapukan serbuk teh at my boobs..
and i told Mia.."ulat bite susu..sakit sangat"
Then i showed her "the ulat"
Mia geli gila ok..

I send her to school yesterday at 12pm..she keep repeating.."sian shushu..sian mommy..ulat bite"
She even told her teachers about that too..

Half day berjaya ..
I know the biggest part is during night time.Problem for her and also for me.
As for her..she never went to bed without shushu..and as for mommy the only method that i can put her to sleep is the boobie.
11pm..i bring her upstair..together with me is one bottle of Pediasure milky..
Tapi dia tak layan langsung the milk.
Kejap2 peluk mommy..kejap2 peluk mommy..

EL pun tak membantu sangat..sket2 cakap "sian mia yang"
Biasalah hati ayah ni lembut bila tengok anak dia menggelupur.
A for me..lagi2 lah hancur luluh hati..tapi misi kena nekad.
No turning back..

1am kut baru Mia tertidur bawak ketiak saya.Itupun setelah berpusing2 tak tahu nak buat apa.
Kesian dia..
At 4 am she woke up for milk ..and i told her the same thing.."susu got ulat"
she cried and it makes me so sad..nangis sampai batuk2..
Saya tepuk2 dia..and start tell her story about the new parks that we discovered yesterday.
saya bercerita about the slides color apa..about the see saw yang shape like ulat..and also how high Mia can swing yesterday...bla bla..and she straight to bed again..

At 5am the same thing happen again..she wake up again for milk..again cried when i told her about the ulat.
I change the story..takmo dia ingat sangat kat susu susu ni..i told her coakroaches yang i sprayed kat downstairs malam tadi..eehehe..and she tidur semula..

Adalah dekat 2-3 time dia bangun for milk..and the same thingi did to her..hurmm...i can say..Mia success for no mommy shushu for one day already..today is the second day..hopefully things will get better tonight.

To mia,
Mommy halalkan susu mommy selama dua tahun satu minggu ni.Mommy mintak maaf sangat2 sbb tak dapat nak sambung contract another 6 more month.
Mia dah besar.Dah tak comel lagi kalau minm susu mommy.
Mommy sayang Mia sangat2.sampai mati pun mommy sayang.
Mommy sedih sangat skang..
The two year journey bf'ing is you is the best moment for mommy to treasure..the most wonderful thing that i did just for my baby.

Her new hobby

First..tebar kan kain macam roti canai.

Second..fold it into two



Third:..Fold it into 4

Taraaaa..dah siap..

Towel kaler putih mommy punya..

Towerl kaler kuning Mia punya..

Not bad kan..

Bagus anakanda..lepas ni mommy boleh ajar lipar baju,seluar dah lain2 lain lagi.

Big Two Part 2

Last Monday on 30th Mei,Mia had her second befday celebration at her school.

The party started at 9.30am and end around 12pm.

Time tu kids pun dah letih nak tdo dah..

Oh..oh..we had a face painting also that day ..best.

At first all the kids refuse to let the painter do an art on their face.

So macam biasa la..mommy try first ..

Mommy sentiasa over dari anak..

Right after Mia saw the butterfly on my face..she then asked for hers too.
Biasalah..sentiasa mau copycat mommy.

Her second cake for her second befday celebration.

She want Elmo..

Anak yang sudah besar..sudah 2 tahun yo

Atok and Uwan joined the party

Double celebration with Afeeq.

He had a Mickey Mouse cake and he turning 1.

My pinky princess

Blow candle ..terpaksa nyalakan the candle for 3 times..

sbb Mia asyik nak blow je..

Belum nyanyi lagi dah blow..

Cake cutting

Suap cake

Licking..nyummyy

Emak dan Anak

Anak dara saya

Anak dara saya yang comot tapi cute.

Makan Rocky pula.

Tamak..amik sampai 5 batang ok.

Musical Chair.

Mia dah kalah pun..still bertanding ..masuk untuk round2 lagi..ekekek.

Dia tak faham lagi rules main ni.

belasah je lah..

Mesti dia ingat main pusing2 ..pastu bila penat,sila carik tempat duduk.

Kelakar ok

And the kids say.."besttttt!"

Gaya bebas.

Masa ni Mia cam dah penat nak tidor.

Sebab tu muka blur je.

Amik satu kotak terus lah..senang takyah mintak byk kali.

At last..she showing her teeth..the only picture..

Yang lain semua gambar serius.

Port memanjat semasa di school.

Add on "Love with arrow" painting on her right cheeks.

Now sudah macam rojak..ada butterfly and love .

Dear My darling Mia,

Mommy hope you enjoyed your second befday celebration this year.

Mommy hope you had fun wth your friends that day.

Insyaalah, there will be Part 3 coming soon.

Celebration with daddy pula.

Daddy coming back this Saturday..super happy..

Yeahhh..and yeahh..and yeahhhh...

Big Two (Part 1)

Yeayyy...My baby just hit her Big 2 ..

It sounds so trite to say the last 730 days have been blinked away,

but it most defintiely feels as though they have.

I blinked and she was born.

I blinked and she could walk

. I turned around to cook dinner and she was talking.

I ran to the grocery store and she could sing and dance like nobody business.

Her last day of a 1 year old baby..

And her first moment as a 2 years old baby.
Baru bangun tido.kemamaian.
sbb tu muka macam tu.
Muka sudah besar..

A kitchen sets present from mommy.
And she love it so much.

Oreo-Blueberry cheese cake.
The first cake on her second befday.

Celebrates it with Uwan and Atok and also Maksu.

Focus for cake cutting ceremony.

Today (30th Mei) I arranged another party for Mia at school.

So next post ya will story mory about her second cake pula.

Happy befday Mia cayang.

Mommy doakan Mia jadi anak yang baik ,solehah, dengar kata mommy and daddy.

Sihat tubuh badan.

Semoga jadi anak yang berguna kepada bangsa, agama dan negara.

Mommy daddy love you so so much..

Growing Up Mia Year 2

Refer here for Growing up Mia Year 1.

Today 29/Mei/2011..My darling Mia entered her Big 2.,

Happy happy Birthday Baby Girl..wishing you a million days that reflect the possibilities you see.

You are this beautiful liltle soul.

From you a have learned patience,

I have experienced family and i have evolved.

Iam a better person for having you in my life.

Jom cekidout Her growing up Journey Year 2 pula

13 Month with her new Lola

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Next post ok..

Special Post for that.

Really want to take picture the minute she wake up from 29/Mei/2011 tomorrow.

Again

huhuhuhu..
Mia gadoh lagi di Mc Donald punya play ground.
aiyooo..very the gangter..very the garang..

At fist the kid macam make face kat Mia tau..like make her tonge out and do sound like lalalalal..
(Frankly it is quite irritating jugalah for me)

Then..the revenged start..Mia nampak je budak tu pandang tempat lain, masa tu dia pegang sponge bob card..
Terus Mia ketuk kepala that kid with the card..
See..thanks god it just only a card kan..buatnya dia pegang book ke..

The kid tak nangis la..but dia buat muka sedih kat daddy dia..daddy dia pun besar cam gangster sket..

What did i do..?
saya tak suka pukul anak..tak reti lah nak cubit ke nak pukul ke depan public macam tu..
I pull Mia's hand to the girl..and asked her to appologize..
She hesitated at first..and try to run from the situation..
I pull her again and again until she say sorry..
Lama plz..almost 15min..
daddy budak tu buat bodo je dengan i masa tu.
Mesti dia fikir tak apa2 tah minah ni..

After Mia say sorry to that girl..i pun mintak maaf juga kat the daddy,,
malu seh..
Tarik tangan Mia and say no more play..
Dia nangis2 nak continue to play..but i explain to her..
No more..because dia dah babab her fren..
In the car..here comes the lecturer of PLS la LOVE YOUR FRIEND MIA!

Saya rasa sampai rumah kut saya berleter kat dia..
hehehe..padan muka..
Hope she understand..maybe not now..Hope she did some day..

Oh Mia...
Plz plz listen to mommy sometimes ya (If not everytime)

Artzooka session in school

Taska Jari Kecil alhamdulillah dapat continue for at least one more year or more.

Doa ibu bapa anak2 kat sana termakbul.

Alhamdulillah.

I think ada buat post pasal Art Zooka Mia kat school haritu.

Tapi tetiba Nufnang ada problem..banyak juga post and comment terdelete.

Sayang la pula..

So just nak buat quick entry about Mia punya Art zooka session kat school last week.

Color-cut-and stick

Tak tahu nama apa..

Mia punya tak macam color pun..conteng lagi banyak..

Its soooka..still make mommy proud

The straw blow..

Nice one teacher

And Last Friday she bring this Fish back home.

Stick the colorful paper seem so fun kan..

Mommies boleh try ye..

I love art!

I love spending time with my dotter doing this kind of artzooka things..

But since amik master ni..my time is so so limited for her...balik kerja penat sangat.Wiken mmg pack dah.

Luckily the school take part in developmental activities ni..

Hopefully the Da Vince in her will grow bigeeer each day.

I dont have place to stick all the Mia's artwork yet..

But freezer and the fridge magnet will do for now.