Tentang kesyukuran

Kadang2 saya rasa diri ni tak pernah nak bersyukur dgn rezeki yang kami ada skang ni.Selalu nak lebih lagi.Tengok org beli handbag coach, saya pun nak beli.Tengok orang beli LV..ok ini tak mampu.sekadar terdetik dalam hati, "kan ke best jadi orang kaya?"

Sepatutnya saya bersyukur sangat2..pada umur 27 tahun saya mampu duduk di rumah sendiri. Landed two storey house.Walaupun bukan lah rumah twin house ataupun banglo ataupun corner lot..Pada umur 30 tahun saya dah ada sebuah kereta besar yang selesa untuk kami seluarga travel ke sana sini.Walaupun bukan Mercedes ataupun BMW.

Meh lah nak cerita di mana kesyukuran saya ni tetiba datang. Last 2w family mil saya buat kenduri, dan di situ lah saya berborak dgn seorang relatives kat sana.Dia ada 3 orang anak, 6y, 4y and 7month. Kami borak la pasal anak2.Dia ckp yang kakak dah masuk tadika.Then saya tanya anak dia yang tengah dah sekolah ke.Dia cakap belum.Sebab tak mampu nak bayar yuran sekolah. Dia ckp registration fees RM400+, and monthly RM40.

Aduhai, kalau lah dia tahu yang Mia monthly fees pun dah rm420. Dah sama dgn registration fees anak dia setahun.
Walaupun dulu pernah juga terdetik kat saya, kan ke best saya byk duit boleh masukkan Mia ke school yg lagi best.Tapi tak mampu pula.Like Brainy Bunch sebulan RM580.And ada yang bayar monthly sampai rm1k..cantik betul school tu.Saya terlupa kat situ untuk bersyukur.

Kemudian kami sama2 mandikan anak.Dia mandikan baby, and saya mandikan baby besar. Lepas mandi, dia lap2 baby and terus pakai baju. Terus saya tak jadi nak keluarkan Mia punya lotion,powder, mustela face lotion, cream bontot, etc etc etc..Mia dah besar dah nak masuk 3+ pun still lagi lepas mandi berlotion-berbedak satu badan.And baby tadi baru 7m, dah boleng boleng pakai baju macam tu je.Saya segan nak keluarkan semua alat2 makeup mia.

Aduhai sekali lagi saya saya teringat yang hati ini pernah terdetik nak beli body lotion Mustela untuk Mia.Wangi tapi sangat mahal untuk maintain bulan2.Cuma face mustella je yang ada itupun saya beli 6 bulan yang lalu.Pakai jimat2 sebab takut habis.Walaupun pakai Johnson yang murahan itu, saya terlupa yang ada insan tak mampu nak beli pun lotion yang berharga less than rm10.

Beruntung betul anak2 kita kan. Semua ada.Dari kecil tak pernah hidup susah.Tak pernah merasa tak cukup makan. Tak pernah merasa habis susu. Bersyukurkah mereka nanti?Ataupun sama macam kita yang kadang2 lupa untuk bersyukur.Lupa yang ada orang lagi susah dr kita.

Orang dalam dunia ni pun sama macam handbag. Ada brand LV, Coach, Guess and Cap Ayam. Saya meletakkan diri saya di level Guess je skang ni.Tak salah rasanya untuk saya berangan angan mendapatkan Coach suatu hari nanti.Dengan angan2 tu lah kita lebih bersemangat untuk kerja n kumpul duit. Tapi sekiranya angan2 tu dah disertai dengan mengeluh sepanjang masa..maka angan2 tadi dah bertukar kepada TIDAK TAHU BERSYUKUR.

Mia's 2012 school

Tak jadi masuk Appleking school ..sbb i just feel she is too small for real school.

And out of now where on early Dec, Mia's principal masa kat Taska Jari Kecil dulu, annouced that there will be TJK Return in Jan 2012.

But dah tukar nama ke Teachermama Junior Kindy.

Its a Home-based pre kindy for 3-5years old kids.

And its limited to only 10 students sahaja.

sound interesting already?

I trust the principal to take care of Mia .

As she did such an excellent job last time.

So let cekidout Mia's classroom for next year.

cantik and exclusive sangat..

Acceli i already paid Appleking registration last time (1k+) jugalah habis.

But that will be save for 2013 la.

Nasib baik tak burn or sumtin.

Means Mia dah 3+ nanti baru masuk Appleking.

As for know i know TJK will be the best for her.

The principal itself will be the main teacher.
Plus her mother will teach the kids Iqra'
And Madam Rajeshwari will teach them English.
Full package already.
I love the concept of this homeschool.
Home environment for the kids.
I love the concept of 10students only.
Tak ramai students so teacher boleh focus to each and everyone of them

I hope my decision this time will be the best for her.

She is just 2.5 years old

Anak mommy yang cantik..

Sometimes i forget she just 2.5 years old.

Maybe because of her height and her size,she dont look 2+ toddler.

Maybe because of the words that came from her mouth everytime i had conversation with her..

She just like so big girl already.

Like this morning, when i send her off to school..we walk there btw.

(Having our natural Vit.D together)

Mia : " See mommy,thats Mia's shadow.And that one is mommy shadow"

Mommy: "Why mommy shadow and ur shadow keep following us"

Mia : "Because got sun mommy. If night time shadow will go to sleep"

See i told u guys..My baby is big girl already.She have the answer to almost everyting now.

On Sunday, as usual she will stay with daddy, mommy got master class to attended.Sian Mia and Daddy.

When i came back to our house that afternoon, Mia came to me and "mengadu" that she fell off from her chair at mamak stall during breakfast.

Mia: "Mommy, Mia fall down tadi"

Mommy: "Where? sakit or not?

Mia : "At mamam shop..Mia stand up on the chair than Mia fall down"

Mommy :" See..mommy told u not to stand up on the chair. Why u not listen"

Mia: "Mia listen mommy..but daddy forget to hold Mia hand.Thats why Mia fall down"

Ok...fine..so not her fault then..everything not her fall..jatuh kerusi sbb dia panjat pun bukan salah dia..salah daddy sbb takpegang masa dia panjat.Boleh tak?

Oh anak..mommy love u so very much.

I never ever want to trade you with anything in the world.

If i got the chance to pick who will be my daughter..and thats will be you.
Alwiz you

She know that inside my tummy ada baby.

But iam not sure whether she will understand, that soon she is no more my only baby..She had to share me with her adik.

But iam pretty sure that my love to her will remains strong eventho she had 5-6 adik in the future.

She alwiz be my No.1 baby.

WW: Perut bulat anak lelaki

Apa tengok tengok?

8month 2week..

Sila lah percaya

Mak dah Abah

Untungnya orang yang still ada mak dan abah lagi dalam dunia ni.

Betul lah kata orang mak dan abah ni boleh jaga anak2 7-8 orang anak.

Tapi seorang anak belum tentu lagi mampu nak jaga mak dan abah.

Walau anak dah umur 30 tahun ,mak dah abah sentiasa risau lagi perihal diri si anak.

Masih lagi memikirkan anak yang sorang ni walaupun ada kepentingan lain boleh dibuat.

Saya beruntung ada mak dah abah yang alhamdulillah masih sihat.

Pantang nanti tak payah susah2 nak fikir siapa yang nak jaga.

Sebab saya yakin mak abah saya sentiasa ada.

Harini airmata tewas lagi.

Mak call cakap dia dan abah dah cancelkan nak pergi umrah 22 hari bulan April ni.

Sebab saya nak baru lepas bersalin.

Saya cakap takpe, mak pergilah.Due date hujung bulan satu.

Paling2 hujung bulan dua saya dah sihat dah boleh balik ke Bangi.

Tapi mak cakap,abah saya tak nak pergi sbb dia fikir saya ada wiken master class.

Nanti sape nak jaga baby and Mia kalau husband saya kerja.

Sampai begitu sekali mak abah saya sayangkan saya.

Ni lah dua orang insan yang paling byk jasanya buat saya dalam dunia ni.

Tak terbalas budi baik diorang rasanya.

Saya sangat sayang Mak dan Abah.

Saya doakan Mak dah Abah panjang umor dan sihat selalu.

Rasa macam dah lama tak balik kampong jenguk mak dan abah.

Rindu betul rasanya.

huhuhuhu

34th week = 8.5month

Iam on my 34th week of pregnancy already.

Phewww...already 8.5 month.

How time flies..

Maybe this time around...ive been busy with so many things around me.

So rasa macam cepat sangattt..

Tetiba dah sarat.

Tetiba dah nak bersalin.

Bought this horizontal stripe dress from Lily.

Cun banget seh pakai with long cardigan.

Showing off my 34th week baby bump.

Super cute..

Like a very large rugby ball already kann.

This 34th week of pregnancy i will have my last Master class.

2 weeks study break before final exam.

Meaning that i will have my final exam during my 9th month of pregnancy.

Skang pun rasa macam dah sarat.Rasa tak larat nak duduk satu hari dalam class dah.

Final exam for 3 weeks ye.

Each subject gap one week.

Good la kan for those who not "9month pregnant"

sbb leh study lebih sket and ada byk masa for each subject.

But for me..rasa macam sempat ke tak sempat.

First paper 7hb/Jan

Second paper 14th/Jan

Last paper 21st/Jan

Baby Due date 26th/Jan.

Nak nangis plz...

Project baekkkk Mia and Mommy

Petang tadi balik dari kerja, Mia and mommy ada project baekkkk punya.

Mulakan operasi dgn membawa sebuah bekas ya.

Suruh Mia petik all the flowers yang dia jumpa kat area taman ni.

Berpuas hati dgn hasil yang dia dapat.

Bila dah cukup lengkap..mari balik rumah..kita sambung project baekkk itu

First mommy draw big tree without any leaves on it.

(Mind my drawing ya..)

Then put glue kat flowers/leaves tadi tu.

Stick at the tree branches.

Ikut sesedap rasa la nak lekat macam mana.

Up to individual creativity

Focus glueing and sticking

Project baekkkni mmg akan jadi sedikit comot ye.

Melekat sana sini jadinya.

But who cares..they have fun anyway

And the result..a beautiful tree of so many colorful flowers.

cantik kan..

Biasalah emak pasti puji anak punya.