Pending..pending..

saya sangat banyak pending task yang nak buat..tapi tak buat..sangat2 banyak..so here saya nak list kan..so incase en.laling baca blog ni..this will remind him too

Work
1. Marking for final exam..before raya lagi..
2. Replacement class sbb Mia demam haritu..

House
1. clean the freezer..sudah bau masam..
2. 5s kitchen cabinet..
3. cuci air cond
4. MPKJ folow up on
5. bersih kipas2 dlm rumah saya..sudah berhabuk..
6. bersihkan syiling rumah

Mia
1. Amik MyKid Mia..gila dah pending lama
2. Buy her new carrier..

Myself
1. Body massage..leher sudah tegang..bahu dah lenguh..badan sakit2
2. Shopping for new handbag n wallet
3. Shopping for new cloth..esp yang suitable for teaching purposal.
4. New hair cut
5. Paps Smear
6. Family planning..Iud..? or pills?
7. Get myself a facial

Seriusly list for Myself is more than any others list kan..since ada Mia..saya sudah tak pentingkan diri saya sendiri..saya sangat selekeh n comot..
Rambut tak terurus..muka berjerawat..white black head sume ada..
badan gemuk..saya tak jaga lagi diri saya..
saya sedih2..
tapi saya takde masa lagi utk jaga diri sendiri..

Husband saya balik kerja lewat selalu..kalaupun dia balik awal..dia akan ada cycling activity..
saya sedih..semalam dia balik pukul 11.30pm..saya tau dia pun nak balik awal,apakan daya kerja dengan nihon yang bodoh tu..
saya sangat nak pergi massage..2jam saja..tapi saya takde masa tu lagi..
saya tak sampai hati nak tinggalkan Mia lama2 kat nursery..

Rumah tunggang langgang..saya takleh nak kemas lepas balik kerja..sebab Mia tak boleh main sendiri..dia mesti nak saya ada dgn dia..kalau tak dia akan melalak mcm org kena dera..
saya takde masa nak kemas rumah..

saya letih..letih sgt2..skang saya sangat depressed..saya baru umor 28tahun..tapi saya rasa mcm dah org 40 tahun..en.laling pun dah selalu cakap saya aroi..saya sedih..saya takut dia rasa saya tak secantik dulu..sbb saya mmg sangat2 comot sekarang..saya kuat makan..sbb saya lapar..badan saya bau susu skang..saya spray perfume pun still bau susu..saya takleh mandi lama2..sbb mia nangis..

masa raya..kakak n adik saya beli baju kurung price rm400..dulu saya sanggup beli baju harga itu utk diri sendiri..tapi skang saya asyik fikir daripada beli baju harga macam gitu..baik saya beli baju+toys utk Mia..last weekend saya pergi Alamanda..jumpa satu baju Espirit yang sangat cantik price rm139..dulu saya terus amik n bayar..tapi skang saya rasa baju tu mahal..sbb kemeja saja..end up saya guna beli barang for Mia..apa dah jadi dgn diri saya skang..
sbb itukan saya tensen lately..sbb saya tak jaga diri sendiri?
Kakak saya siap perli haritu..kenapa saya pakai baju macam mak?..saya sedih..

Saya selalu dgr cerita husband carik lain sbb isteri dah comot n gemuk..saya takut..tapi saya takde masa nak mencantikkan diri lagi..balik kerja dah huru hara nak settlekan Mia..saya nak sikat rambut pun takde masa..apatah lagi nak shave my armpit..trim my eyebrow..
depressed nya saya mcm rasa nak meroyan..saya sorang2 jaga Mia..kadang2 dia nangis saya rasa mcm nak lari...

Ready for solid food?

I bought "when and what to feed your baby" yesterday at SUSUIBU..
A very good book for first baby i guess..they teach us many recipes for baby from age 5month to 1year..
iam so eager to start Mia with solid..but she only 4 n half month old..
does shes ready for solid yet?

i read somewhere on the net..when to start ur baby with solid..

1. she double her newborn weight..
Which Mia now already 7++ kg kut (4month punya weight tak measure lgi).
New born 3.3kg..so already more than double..

2. She make sign when saw people eating..like jelir2 lidah..kua air liur..
yup..dats when Mia did when mommy daddy eating..kadang2 tak sampai hati nak makan depan dia..

3. She strong enuff to keep her head straight..
Yup..dah kuat sgt2..

So out of all this..Mia like so ready to take her first solid kan..
Tak sabarnya nak cook for her tau..asyik cook for daddy je..
Tak sabar nak suap dia makan..and tgk muka dia comot2 with food...so cute..

But i think i will wait until shes turn 5month kut..
i shall start with fruit puree first..and at 6month baru start with rice pulak..

Lemak yang jahat dan huduh..

Last weekend ada banyak open house..
so i plan to wear one of 'only hubby know how many kebaya i had in my wardrobe'..
yes..iam a fan of kebaya..kebaya nyonya..kebaya indon..kebaya pendek..kebaya panjang..u name it..im surely have it..

i tried almost 7pcs of my past year kebayas..and all of them cant fit my boobs..takleh nak button kat part tu..kain sume ok tip top..baju je prob..bukan setakat ketat je tau..ni mmg takleh nak button langsung..button je dia terbukak balik..takkan nak amik risk buat free show kat open house tu nanti..so saya sangat sedih..plan nak hantar all my kebaya to tailor to alter at the boobies part this weekend..

i have a flat chest before..i wear 34A before..(jangan gelak)..at 170cm height n 58kg weight..dat size is so ideal for Americas Next top model (mode berangan)..masa preggy boobs dah membesar ke 38B..and skang i think my bra dah besar..mb sbb i did lose weight a lil..i should go for 36B..but still i cant fit my baju..waaaa..i need a new wardrobe la en laling..

as i mentioned to u guys in my revious post i gain almost 20kg on my pregnancy..and manage to lose 15kg out of it..i still have 5 more kg to shed of..especially on my tummy area..i look like iam 2month preggy..huhuhu..sedih..

Nak pergi gym mmg i dont have time plus with a baby with me..so im now considering this two items on my weight lose plan..

1. Usana..i read on a few blogger yang did lose weight after taking this supplement
2. Mate5.. i read testimonial on the newspaper..and they did lose quite a lot of kilos..

But i really dont know which one is suit my body..plus iam exclusively breastfeed Mia..so i dont want it to effect my baby in any cases pun..
so i do need ur advice guys..which one should i try..

En.Laling skang panggil saya Aroi..(short term for boroi)..saya sangat sedih and i really urgently want to shed off those fat on my tummy..
pergila jauh2 lemak yang jahat dah hodoh..

I can use breastfeed as a reason why i ate so much these days..
ye..breastfeed akan membuatkan kita berasa lapar sepanjang masa..nafsu makan berhati iblis tau..

Membazir kah saya?

Last Friday nite i cooked soto for my frens Lucy n Aswad..n they made last minute cancelation due to some family matter..saya tidak marah..just a bit cuak coz i already cooked for 5people..n how hubby n i goin to finish it by oursef..en.laling said dont worry if dinner tak habis we continue it for breakfast..

And maybe this soto is not meant for Lucy n Aswad sbb at 8pm my brother in law came ..n i served him this..and at 10pm pula Jaja n Shida came n of coz i served them this too..hahaha..saya sgt gembira sbb masakan saya sudah habis..ye,saya sgt jaaarang masak..


Sebabnya saturday hols for mia..so hasil perahan mommy's cow dat day need to be frozen..i checked my ebm log book..baru ingat July ebm stock dah nak expired..3month period je kan..so i disposed all those frozen ebm dated from 1/july ~ 30/july..

Nak tahu berapa quantitynya?...huhuh..its a alot..about 65pack of 4oz= 260 oz..sayang gila n gila wasted kan..
But nak simpan those expired pun buat apa..i need space for my new stock..so i just think that i trow 260 oz x20 calory..thats the calory i burned for that kind of milk..

seriously i have fren who want to buy my frozen ebm ni for her 5month old son..i pon tak kisah to give it away for free..but when i refered to my mom..my mom ckp tak payah..she said takut in the future ada prob..mana tau i lost contact with this fren..n suddenly mia n that boy fall in love..maka jadilah drama nur kasih part2...haha..boleh tak dah ada script kat kepala saya ni

mommy :no mia..mommy tak izinkan ko kawen with dat boy

mia: "apa kurangnya dia mommy..dia hensem..byk duit (dasar atak mak ni..)..n berbudi bhs..

mommy : mommy tak kan izinkan sama sekali..ko langkah mayat mommy daddy pun still the answer is no.

mia: "sampai hati mommy buat mia mcm ni..

to be continue...sambil nyanyi lagu nur ya nur..nur kasih...

oh ye..ramai yang tanya..why i make frozen ebm if i didnt use it...

1.sbb i still manage to supply fresh ebm to mia everyday

2.sbb even i know my fresh alreadh enuff for tomoro use..iwont skip any pumping schedule..coz i noe its the only way to stimulte the boobs to produce more milk

3.for emergency purpose...eg kena g kursus..or me fall sick..etc etc

so walaupun berlaku pembaziran ini..i will continue doin what did before..this is just my darlink Mia

Aksi Gomol Mia di Pagi Raya..

Standard la bebudak kecik pakai baju kurung kejap je..pakai dari pagi sampai noon je..pastu dah start rimas..so mau tak mau..mommy kena la membuat pilihan baju kedua budak kecik ni di hari raya pertama..cheh..org lain sepasang sehari..dia berpasang2 pula..

Pilihan hati mommy adalah rompers pink kotak2..ada ke patut daddy ckp mcm kain selimut..penat je mommy beli kan

Daddy: "Takmoo pakai tudung ye..hah meh sini pakai kopiah"
Mommy say dalam hati..adakah daddy mengharapkan baby boy pula?..

Ini teknik ciuman sedut dalam2

sama ke??taklah kan..Mia rupa mommy la..daddy je perasan

My smiley cheeky Mia..Mommy daddy love u to bit darl

'Yeay..akhirnya Mia bebas dari tawanan raksasa Daddy"

Mia semakin hari samakin membiasakan diri dari digomol old mommy daddy..

Dan pandai menangis kalau tahap gomolan daddy itu merimaskan dia..

macam2 teknil gomolan telah diaplikasikan oleh daddy..

aksi ciuman sedut

aksi gunting pipi

aksi ciuman geget..

aksi ciuman bertubi2..

hahaha..tulah sape soh jadi budak bam bamm yang suka senyum..mcm mana org tak gewammm...

Raya09 Piccas

At last here they are..our Raya piccas..i do have a lotsa of them..but nanti muntah darah pula u all tgk kn..so enjoy chosen not so vain piccas below

yeay..sedondon dark brown this year..to our surprised Mia's cousin Irfan (10month) wearing the same color as ours..so if we do have twins daddy will look like this..ekek..sorang tarik baju..sorang merengek..

Mia : " daddy..dont let me go"
Irfan: " wheres my papa..i want my papa..uwaaaa"

Like mommy like baby

My family..my love..my life

Mia wif atok

Mia first raya..first baju kurung

Me: mintak ampun ye yang sbb i mintak u belikan top to

toe baju raya..next year belikan lg k

Our second raya together

Mia with mommy+uwan+atok+maksu

Mia wif atok n uwan

Ceria tak kami sekeluarga this year..ekeke..nextyear kaler apa eh?(boleh tak dah pk theme utk nextyear)

semua gambar raya kt n9..

First raya kat Kuala pilah n9

Then midnite tuh baru gerak balik Kedah..luckily Mia was asleep all the way to Kedah..she so in love wif her car seat..

Raya kat kedah until wednesday..mlm tu gerak balik Bangi..

Thursday rest kat rumah..Friday balik Kuala Pilah semula...maklumlah tak puas lg beraya di tempat sendiri haritu..

Sunday morning baru we went back to our home in Bangi..feel so restless...but we did enjoy our raya this year..

Mommies Blogger Gathering Raya

hah..this morning suddenly i received sms from Mama Sue informed me about the Raya Gathering Detail.
Venue: Sunway pyramid
Date : This Sunday

Iam soooo excited to join..but dat Sunday i have too many open house invation..this including my parents in law open house..takkan la nak jadi menantu derhaka kan..heheh

so can we change it to Saturday?..
anybody wanna join?..
ada opinion lain tak?