Mia dah ok..alhamdulilah

Alhamdulilah my darlin Mia dah sihat. No more fever . Just a lil flu..

Thanks to all your prayer mommies..Mia heart all aunties k..

I have obsession on Mia right now..if possible i want to be with her all the time.

Like today i have morning and evening class..usually,my morning class will end on 12.30pm and my evening class will start at 2.30pm..that mean i have 2 hours for lunch break and feeding Mia at her nursery.

Lucky me..heheh..my student request to finish class early due to they have final exam on the evening..

hati riang cam nak lompat lompat..ekekek..

i end the class at 10.30am..did my morning pumping session at the office (hasil tenusu is about 5oz..alhamdulillah rezeki Mia)..then i staight back to fetch Mia ..

We reached home at 11am..nyeh nyeh..

After bf her and me myself pun tertido kejap..

Cook myself a simple lunch..and here iam now..telling u all the nonsense that i did today..hahah..

i still have two more hour to go b4 my evening class..

thats mean i have to send Mia back to the nurserry again..

Hate it..but wat to do...

Kan best kalau kita ni macam kangaroo..

wheneva we want, we can put back the baby inside our tummy..

so if i have to go to work..i just put Mia inside my tummy and iam ready to teach..

heheheh..

Susah hati

Baby Mia had a fever this morning.
37.8 her temperature on 7am..after i gave her fever n flu medicine..her temperature drop to 37.3
but it still worry me to death.

She mumbling even louder this morning..mb she want to tell me that shes not well.
"Mommy faham sayang..i will give everything in this world just to get u well again"
It makes me cry to see her in dat condition.sedih sangat2..

Daddy took his emergency leave just to take care of my Darlin Mia.
Coz i had a class this morning.With such a heavy heavy heart i went to work.
I asked En.Laling to take her temperature every half an hour.
To my relieved, i received sms from en.laling saying that Mia temperature already drop to 37.
thanks god..

Tak sabar nak habis class ni..i cant give my 100% while teaching this class now..
Hati risau..hati runsing..macam2 pk..
I have one parents.
I have one brother.
I have one big sister
I have one younger sister.
i have one husband
and i only have one baby.
If sumtin happen to any of them..i will be the most miserable person in this world.
I pray..and i pray hard for Allah to protect all this precious person in my life to be in good health condition forever..
amin..
To all mommies...pray for darlin Mia to get well soon occay..

Baby Mia Flu Mode..

Kesian Baby Mia selsema.
Walaupun selsema,dia tak meragam.dia tak menangis.
boleh senyum2 lagi dgn mommy daddy..
boleh borak2 lagi dgn mommy daddy..
Mommy hope flu Mia cepat baik.
sebab mommy sedih tgk anak mommy sok sek sok sek hidung tersumbat.
I gave her flu medicine rite after her evening bath..and she straight went to zzzzzzzz...
enjoy her piccas during selsema time ...

The last man standing akhirnya tumpas juga..

uhuhkuhukk..
akhirnya..my darlin mia kena flu jugak.
all 4 babies in that room is with flu now..
poor my darlin Mia..luckily shes such a clever gal..
with her blocking nose..shes open her mouth to breath..hhehehe..



On ye happy belated second month befday cik mia sayang..dah besar dah anak mommy kan..order kapkek to celebrate her b efday with daddy..mcm mana nak kurus ni..

We went to paed today to get her 2nd month jap..
guess what..my dotter now is 6kg already..
makin menembam bam bam dia skang
newborn 3.3kg
1st month 4.7kg
2nd month 6kg..
She doesnt look dat fat or bulat at all with that weight.
mb sebab dia tinggi..berat tulang..

Its Friday nite already..tunggu citer Nur Kasih..best kan dat story..

benci gila dgn adik Nur yang busy body tu..suka kat adam..tapi cam lagi suka kat abang aidil boleh tak..

Post Happy and Tak berapa Happy

Tak tau ni post happy or tak happy sgt..
My darlin Mia changed her sleep routine..
After her evening bath at 6.30pm..she will sleep until 8pm..(tdo time maghrib mmg fav dia)
Then she will be awake until 12.30am..
kalau leh main sorang2 takpe lagi.separation anxiety i guess...
i have to be with her..and she need to see me by her side in every second..
kalau tak uwaaaa..uwaaaa..uwaaa..nangis tahap level 10 punya..takde warning2 ehek ehek lagi dah..
imagine la from 8pm until 12.30am kena layan/play/talk/sing to her..
its fun to dat for one hour..but 4 hours straight???i dont think so.
if daddy came back early than mommy can do house chores la..
kalau tak..have to wait until midnite than this cinderalla can go to kitchen doin all the leftover works..such as clean the bottles, fill in the ebm into the bottles for tomorrow..laundry..and mb a light snack (butter cookies kira light ka?...hahah)

The happy part pulak she will sleep like an adult after that.oni woke up for milk at 6.30am..hahahah...bagus kan..mommy daddy can have a very good nite sleep at last..no need to wake up every two hours like before..waahhh..shiokkk ooo...

i read on susu ibu forum ,the best breast milk with full of fats can be consume from 12am -3am..so darlin mia takdapat la rasa the bestest mommy's milk lidat kan..takpela..too much fat is not good..hahah..future supermodel doctor kenalah jaga badan sket kan..hihih

Today lunch i went to Mia's nursery to feed her..to my suprise,last week one baby got flu...today already 3 babies selsema..uwaaaa...takootnya..My darlin Mia is the last man standing yang tak flu lagi..pray hard that she can fight that flu virus..hopefully my BM can provide enuff immune for her..this friday will be her 2nd month check..and she will have her first rotavirus dose...
pneumococcal mb next month kut..lagi cepat lagi bagus..

on yer one more thing that i observed in Mia'sa nursery is that on how they tidurkan the babies..ya allah kuatnya tepuk belakang baby ni..both hand pulak tu..kesian betul...bunyi tau everytime they tepuk their back "pappp..papp.pokkk" sumtin lidat sound la...and the babies somehow tidur juga..i dont know the babies tdo bcoz of syok kena tepuk..or tak tahan sakit kena tepuk..haihhhh...sodih sodih kalau pk pk kan pasal ni..tapi apakan daya....

Kenduri Cukur Jambul n Akikah

As i promised..here is the photos of baby mia's kenduri cukur jambul n akikah held on 2/Aug..
Much i can said is that it was such a bless kenduri..Baby Mia sleep like an angel the whole ceremony..i think she didnt even know what was goin on dat day..hahaha..

Enjoy the piccas ok peep..

My pumping session Jurnal

Nyehnyeh..sounds so professional pulak kan siap ada jurnal ni..heheh..
But because ada yang dah tanya..
so let me share u the secret of me having the 100 packet of 4oz frozen ebm by 2month of my confinement period.
(kan ke lagi best dapat tulis cenggini.."so let me share u the secret of me having 1 million dollar by the age of 28..heheheh..but the proudness is still the same la having 100 packet of ebm compare with 1 million dollar..hahaha)

As i mentioned in previous post..iam not the kind of "meriah susu" mommy..
I start to bf since baby Mia is one day old..meaning the first food she took is my milk..wink wink..
shes so clever..first trial je dah success to suck my booby..

On the second day, both of us went back to my hometown..and baby Mia start to show her taring on that nite..dia nangis..dia nangis n nangis for the whole nite..me,en.laling and my mom take turn to take care of her..the non stop cry makes me wanna run away from her..i hope shes still in my tummy..(nasib baik tak meroyan)..i try to bf her all night but shes kind of tak puas..

The next day, baby mia still cannot sleep..still crying like mad..i dont know what else can i do..my mom and my day ask me to give her formula..but i still refused coz i know baby at that age oni need one spoon of milk to feed her.takkan la my bm tak sampai one spoon..i asked en laling to bring Mia to An Nur..mb sumtin went wrong ..so en.laling,my mom,me and mia went back to my home in bangi.when we reached home,i try to pump my milk,but notin comes out..and i started to realized that Mia's face was so dry..mb my mom was right..i dont have any milk..i dont want my baby to dehydrate bcoz of my stubborness of giving her the formula..

So..i finally agreed to feed her the formula yang sangat mahal..one small tin is about RM50 (forgot already whats brand that daddy bought dat day)..with a super heavy heavy heart i prepare 2oz of formula for her..and she sleep like a baby after that..mb my moms was right..she was hungry for 2 days..no wonder menangis tak berhenti..i pumped my boobs every 2hours to stimulate it..first pump until 4th pump no milk come out ..never give up never surrender..

i bf her everytime she woke up..and still she need another 2oz of formula on dat day..on the midnite i pumped for the fifth time ,and guess what i produced the milk already..yeahhhhh..not much pun..not even 0.5oz..i pumped n pumped every 2hours that nite..and manage to collect total amount of 1.5oz for 3 pumping session.siket gila kan

Alhamdulillah on the fourth day my milk start to flow..i stop to give her formula eventho my parents asyik berleter nak bancuhkan susu for her..i never give up to bf her and it seems work on me..my mom ask me to finish kan the one tin formula tu pun i reject...walaupun membazir rm50, biarlah..as long as i know my darlin mia having the goodness of the breast milk.

so for the new mother dont give up to bf ur baby eventho u think ur not producing any milk..stimulate the boobs by pumping and direct bf..insyaallah "milk will come softly"..ekekek..
so during my confinement period, my pumping schedule is as below (i start pumped for ebm storage at 2weeks old Mia.

6.30am 4oz
12.00pm 2oz
7.00pm 2oz
12.00am 3oz

i manage to colleact around 11-12oz perday and will use 2oz for Mia's bottle training.
so my frozen ebm will be 2-3 pack of 4oz..so thats how i did to collect the 100pack of ebm during my confinement period..4pumpping session daily with no ngelat ngelat..rajin kan..but i do enjoy my pumpping time..tgk susu flow into the bottle macam tgk duit jatuh dari langit..

and now bila dah start kerja..my pumping schedule change as below
6.30am 5oz
10.00am 5oz
2.00pm 4oz
5.00pm 4oz
12.00am 40z

Around 22oz perday..
Full day at nurserry Mia need around 6x2.5oz = 15oz..
so i still have 2 pack of 4oz to store as a frozen ebm..
if hantar half day , Mia need 3x2.5oz=7.5oz
balance 3-4pack of 4oz for storage..

im not yet expert pun..still in learning process..but i do hope i can maintain my productivity until my darlin mia turns two yo..

To all mothers who already give up on bm..dont worry,i dont judge you on that pun..i do believe that all mothers want the best for her baby..if nak bagi formula pun mesti kita nk bagi the best formula for her..yang paling mahal pun takpe..klu nk ckp minum susu lembu nti anak tak pandai..hellloooo i dulu minum susu lembu taw..pandai sampai masuk university jd engineer juga..if ada yg ckp baby yang tak minum susu ibu tak sayang mak dia(bonding)..meh sini i nak nak ketuk kepala anak yg tak sayang kat mak..so dont u worry babe..